BPD Support Thread

[Aurelia]

Lol yeah, you pulled a fast one on him. :P No, I've just been thinking about it a lot lately. Trying to resist the temptation.

Oh okay, from the way you worded that, I thought you already did it. Look, if you do, here's what's going to happen: you'll feel good for a bit, and then guilty and ashamed, and like that entire 3 years was a waste. And I don't want you to have to feel like that. But even if you do fuck up, try to keep in mind that it doesn't negate the progress you've made as long as you don't KEEP consistently doing it again. As addicts, we fuck up, pick ourselves back up and move on. It happens. But...with that said, it doesn't HAVE TO happen.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Oh okay, from the way you worded that, I thought you already did it. Look, if you do, here's what's going to happen: you'll feel good for a bit, and then guilty and ashamed, and like that entire 3 years was a waste. And I don't want you to have to feel like that. But even if you do fuck up, try to keep in mind that it doesn't negate the progress you've made as long as you don't KEEP consistently doing it again. As addicts, we fuck up, pick ourselves back up and move on. It happens. But...with that said, it doesn't HAVE TO happen.

I know that if I start again, I probably wouldn't want to stop, because I like the escape from reality. Even if it does come at a cost.

 

[Aurelia]

I know that if I start again, I probably wouldn't want to stop, because I like the escape from reality. Even if it does come at a cost.

The cost is going to be more pain. You'd be creating a catch-22. You won't be able to stop drinking because you'll be in pain and you'll be in increasing amounts of pain because you won't be able to stop drinking.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

The cost is going to be more pain. You'd be creating a catch-22. You won't be able to stop drinking because you'll be in pain and you'll be in increasing amounts of pain because you won't be able to stop drinking.

It's going to take a greater toll on my mental and physical health. But in a way, I want to escape from the pain I already have.

 

[Aurelia]

It's going to take a greater toll on my mental and physical health. But in a way, I want to escape from the pain I already have.

I understand that sometimes the pain gets to be too much and the consequences stop mattering. But you have to try to look at it with a level head because it's truly not worth it, even if/when it feels like it is.

 

[Aurelia]

By the way, off topic, but my boy toy from work never texted me today. I wonder if he ended up deciding to back off lol. It's okay if he did; it'd actually probably be the best thing for the both of us. But part of me still wants to text him and yell at him for not texting lol.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

By the way, off topic, but my boy toy from work never texted me today. I wonder if he ended up deciding to back off lol. It's okay if he did; it'd actually probably be the best thing for the both of us. But part of me still wants to text him and yell at him for not texting lol.

Call him up so he can admire your body like a work of art. lol

 

[Aurelia]

Call him up so he can admire your body like a work of art. lol

Haha....oh shit, how fucking funny would that be if I really did just call him at 5 in the morning, like, "Would you like to admire my body like a work of art right now?"

He'd probably think I was high.

No, not probably...he most definitely would think I was high.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Haha....oh shit, how fucking funny would that be if I really did just call him at 5 in the morning, like, "Would you like to admire my body like a work of art right now?"

He'd probably think I was high.

No, not probably...he most definitely would think I was high.

Unless he's got a good sense of humor, then yeah. lol

 

[Aurelia]

Unless he's got a good sense of humor, then yeah. lol

I mean, he does have a good sense of humor, but that joke would definitely either make things very awkward from that point forward or things would progress to exactly the point that they shouldn't.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I mean, he does have a good sense of humor, but that joke would definitely either make things very awkward from that point forward or things would progress to exactly the point that they shouldn't.

True, but it could also be a lot of fun

 

[Aurelia]

Thankfully (well, sort of thankfully, but not really) he actually had long ass hair 4 months ago that he decided to cut off. Dude...if he still had the hair, all bets would be off, cause I'd find that SO fucking hot.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Thankfully (well, sort of thankfully, but not really) he actually had long ass hair 4 months ago that he decided to cut off. Dude...if he still had the hair, all bets would be off, cause I'd find that SO fucking hot.

I have hair to my waist

 

[Aurelia]

I have hair to my waist

Me too. And so did he before I came along...just hearing him say that made me want to cry lol. How can you grow it out for so long and then cut it all off like that??

 

[Aurelia]

Actually, now that I look at it, I would say it's almost down to my lower back even.

 

[Gwyrdd]

The cost is going to be more pain. You'd be creating a catch-22. You won't be able to stop drinking because you'll be in pain and you'll be in increasing amounts of pain because you won't be able to stop drinking.

Did you really have to call ME out while you were talking to @Witty⭐️Sarcasm ⭐️ ? Ouch.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Did you really have to call ME out while you were talking to @Witty⭐️Sarcasm ⭐️ ? Ouch.

Are you actually offended though or joking? For someone who's sarcastic often, I'm bad at picking up on it. Which makes me wonder sometimes if I'm somewhere on the autistic scale. Just one of the many symptoms I have that makes me think that way.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Like I feel a lot of these could be me. Except maybe the staring part. Unless I'm spaced out, then I might stare. And maybe the empathy part, since I'm good at that.

• Problems making or maintaining friendships
• Isolation or minimal interaction in social situations
• Poor eye contact or the tendency to stare at others
• Trouble interpreting gestures
• Inability to recognize humor, irony, and sarcasm
• Inappropriate behaviors or odd mannerisms
• Problems expressing empathy, controlling emotions, or communicating feelings
• Lack of common sense
• Tendency to engage in one-sided conversations (about oneself)
• Fascination with certain topics
• Interpretation of information as literal
• The preference for a strict schedule or routine

 

[Aurelia]

Did you really have to call ME out while you were talking to @Witty⭐️Sarcasm ⭐️ ? Ouch.

Who are you talking to? Me or Christy? I didn't call you out...did I?

 

[Gwyrdd]

Who are you talking to? Me or Christy? I didn't call you out...did I?

"You won't be able to stop drinking because you'll be in pain and you'll be in increasing amounts of pain because you won't be able to stop drinking." Lol just this. Why you gotta be so right?