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BPD Support Thread
- Thread starter Aurelia
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The shirt says it all. Wild and fucking free.
No more abuse. No more codependency.
I'm my own person, and even though I don't quite know who that is yet, I've set out on a journey to finally figure it the fuck out. And the "wild" part...well, I'm BPD and my hair is bright fucking red. That, alone, speaks volumes...lol.
No more abuse. No more codependency.
I'm my own person, and even though I don't quite know who that is yet, I've set out on a journey to finally figure it the fuck out. And the "wild" part...well, I'm BPD and my hair is bright fucking red. That, alone, speaks volumes...lol.
And you are just the right amount of wild. 
What the fuck, dude...like, I give up with this motherfucker...I really do. Every time I try to be nice, he finds some way to piss me off, which isn't that easy to even do these days.
Apparently, someone robbed our store today for several boxes of candy, and dumbass decides to chase after them and risks getting shot and then complains that he could have gotten hurt. Well, don't fucking run after them then...like what the fuck.
And then I say I'm bored and miss being at work and he takes it as I'd be entertained by him possibly getting shot.
Like what the actual fuck??? So I tell him he's fucked in the head and it had absolutely nothing to do with that, and he goes, "thanks for compliment". Yeah, well thanks for basically calling me a sadistic asshole, you fucking dick. You say something insulting and then get surprised that I respond back with something insulting? Are you fucking kidding me?
Apparently, someone robbed our store today for several boxes of candy, and dumbass decides to chase after them and risks getting shot and then complains that he could have gotten hurt. Well, don't fucking run after them then...like what the fuck.
And then I say I'm bored and miss being at work and he takes it as I'd be entertained by him possibly getting shot.
Like what the actual fuck??? So I tell him he's fucked in the head and it had absolutely nothing to do with that, and he goes, "thanks for compliment". Yeah, well thanks for basically calling me a sadistic asshole, you fucking dick. You say something insulting and then get surprised that I respond back with something insulting? Are you fucking kidding me?
Well, I've been feeling pretty depressed and isolated by this whole thing. I don't think that will change anytime soon, either. No matter how much I think people might be different, they're just not. I think they might truly care for me, but they don't. I'm always the target of misdirected anger and hatred. Maybe there really is no one out there who is truly going to be on my side. Maybe I have exhausted all avenues of hope and support and that's it. I don't feel hopeful about anything at all. But I'd rather be alone than with people who pretend to care about me for their own gain. I'm back to square one as always. I hope things can be different at some point, but I hope for too much.
Damn, my hair looks fucking spectacular. Tried a new brand of intense red yesterday and that shit looks even brighter (most certainly, "intense") and more vibrant than yesterday. I think I may have to go with the same products again in the future, even though it was a bit more of a pain in the ass buying the developer bottle and color cremé separately. Totally worth it though for the end result.