BPD Support Thread

[Aurelia]

You do look intimidating, but also hot.

Lol well that's the point. But I reality, someone who is worth my time would look past all that and want to get to know the real me. At least, thats how I feel. My mom and brother think I'm attracting the wrong people by dressing how I do but I won't change what I like just because people are shallow or feel intimidated. If how I look is what matters most to them, they're not someone I want in my life anyway.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I honestly appreciate the conversation

I'm glad you do. I do too because it makes me feel less alone.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Lol well that's the point. But I reality, someone who is worth my time would look past all that and want to get to know the real me. At least, thats how I feel. My mom and brother think I'm attracting the wrong people by dressing how I do but I won't change what I like just because people are shallow or feel intimidated. If how I look is what matters most to them, they're not someone I want in my life anyway.

I agree with you there. And I knew you a while before I even knew what you looked like. Your beauty is just a bonus.

 

[Aurelia]

I agree with you there. And I knew you a while before I even knew what you looked like. Your beauty is just a bonus.

Yeah, we have known each other for quite some time, haven't we? Heck, I would even say it's high time to MEET one day because that's generally what people DO when they enjoy one another's company and it's been quite a few years in the making...at least most people.

 

[Aurelia]

^ I'm wondering if you'll get that smart-ass reference, but I'm thinking you probably will. Lol.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Yeah, we have known each other for quite some time, haven't we? Heck, I would even say it's high time to MEET one day because that's generally what people DO when they enjoy one another's company and it's been quite a few years in the making...at least most people.

Well yeah, I've been here almost 10 years now and you're one of the first people I talk to. I wonder if I've known you longer than anyone here.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

^ I'm wondering if you'll get that smart-ass reference, but I'm thinking you probably will. Lol.

Yes, and I'm sure he'll love it too. lol

 

[Aurelia]

Well yeah, I've been here almost 10 years now and you're one of the first people I talk to. I wonder if I've known you longer than anyone here.

When did you first start coming here?

 

[Aurelia]

Yes, and I'm sure he'll love it too. lol

No clue what you're talking about. Lol.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

When did you first start coming here?

It says January 18, 2012. So pretty close to a decade now.

 

[Aves]

Lol well that's the point. But I reality, someone who is worth my time would look past all that and want to get to know the real me. At least, thats how I feel. My mom and brother think I'm attracting the wrong people by dressing how I do but I won't change what I like just because people are shallow or feel intimidated. If how I look is what matters most to them, they're not someone I want in my life anyway.

Yeah you’ve got to be comfortable in your own skin, for years I looked a complete mess but when I got my hair cut into a short crop with an undercut and wore stuff that I actually liked and looked good on me I felt better in myself. My hairs longer now but I’ll never try and grow it long again because it doesn’t suit me, I’ve never gotten all this “oh if my hairs not long, I’ll look like a boy” stuff. I literally did look like a boy and it was the best I ever felt.

 

[Aurelia]

It says January 18, 2012. So pretty close to a decade now.

Yeah, it was 2011 for me, so holy shit, we really have known each other 10 years or so.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Yeah, it was 2011 for me, so holy shit, we really have known each other 10 years or so.

I can't even remember how we first started talking because it's been so long. But I know you were StrangeAsAngels back then.

 

[Aurelia]

Yeah you’ve got to be comfortable in your own skin, for years I looked a complete mess but when I got my hair cut into a short crop with an undercut and wore stuff that I actually liked and looked good on me I felt better in myself. My hairs longer now but I’ll never try and grow it long again because it doesn’t suit me, I’ve never gotten all this “oh if my hairs not long, I’ll look like a boy” stuff. I literally did look like a boy and it was the best I ever felt.

Well, I have a round shaped face, so I'd look terrible with short hair lol. But props to you for being able to pull it off.

 

[Aurelia]

I can't even remember how we first started talking because it's been so long. But I know you were StrangeAsAngels back then.

Yeah, that sounds about right. And then AsphyxiateOnMisery. And now Aurelia.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Yeah, that sounds about right. And then AsphyxiateOnMisery. And now Aurelia.

Were those the only names you've had since you've been here? Mine used to be like Witty_Sarcasm but then Matt put stars in my name instead. But I like how it looks.

 

[Aurelia]

Were those the only names you've had since you've been here? Mine used to be like Witty_Sarcasm but then Matt put stars in my name instead. But I like how it looks.

Yeah, I definitely like the stars. And yeah, pretty sure those were the only 3.

 

[Aurelia]

Btw, all 3 of those names are AFI references, haha. Even strangeasangels. It was originally a Cure song but I had the AFI cover of it in mind when choosing it. Goes to show just how obsessed I am. That part has never changed and never will. It's okay..one of these days, Davey will sense my love for him, find me, and marry me. At least, that's what I'm going to choose to believe

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Btw, all 3 of those names are AFI references, haha. Even strangeasangels. It was originally a Cure song but I had the AFI cover of it in mind when choosing it. Goes to show just how obsessed I am. That part has never changed and never will. It's okay..one of these days, Davey will sense my love for him, find me, and marry me. At least, that's what I'm going to choose to believe

Lol I didn't even know all of that. And yeah, write to him and declare your undying love.

 

[Aurelia]

Lol I didn't even know all of that. And yeah, write to him and declare your undying love.

Yeah I'm sure he will immediately set me apart from the thousands of other females doing the same lol.