I find it really hard to make friends, I usually keep people at a distance probably because I’m wary of what will happen. I cut off a lot people who have hurt me in the past, I have one friend left from my childhood but she lives in London and I don’t keep in touch with her. I have a habit of acting like someone doesn’t even exist if they have upset me in some way or other. I’m friendly and I like to meet people but I just can’t seem to get past the acquaintance phase. I hate to admit it but I’m terrible for ghosting people, I think that’s because of my mood swings where I’m really sociable for a bit then some weird thoughts come in and I then isolate myself for a period of time.