BPD Support Thread

[Aurelia]

My mom insists that I'm going to heaven when I die, and I'm trying to show that she has no way to know that, but she thinks I'm arguing with her. lol

I prefer to simply believe that I'm going to deteriorate in the ground until I rise into the atmosphere as stardust once again. Fuck a heaven. Even if I'm cremated, I would want someone to dump my ashes into somewhere beautiful.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I prefer to simply believe that I'm going to deteriorate in the ground until I rise into the atmosphere as stardust once again. Fuck a heaven. Even if I'm cremated, I would want someone to dump my ashes into somewhere beautiful.

That sounds awesome, actually. She asked if I believe in Jesus because that's the way to get there, but I'm agnostic so I'm really unsure about all of that.

 

[Aurelia]

So this apartment I found near my work is actually looking like a possibility...unless they make me get my passport renewed first to show proof of citizenship which would absolutely suck because it would cost me a fuckton of money and energy to do so.

 

[Aurelia]

That sounds awesome, actually. She asked if I believe in Jesus because that's the way to get there, but I'm agnostic so I'm really unsure about all of that.

None of us can be sure and it would be delusional to be a hardcore atheist almost as much as a hardcore religious fanatic, I think. Agnosticism, at least, admits that it doesn't know, which is more realistic.

 

[KM76710]

I definitely think so, I heard that saying “god bless you” after someone sneezes is being seen as a micro aggression because it’s offensive to people who don’t believe in God. This is just my opinion but I’m not really sure if I believe in God but if someone says bless you to me when I sneeze I think it’s quite nice. I don’t get offended by it and even if I did I’m not going to be an arsehole about it.

I also think that. They will be offended by everything around them. You say God Bless You they will go off, you don't they may have a fit because you are supposed to care. Either way their panties are in a bunch.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

None of us can be sure and it would be delusional to be a hardcore atheist almost as much as a hardcore religious fanatic, I think. Agnosticism, at least, admits that it doesn't know, which is more realistic.

I agree with that, I mean you can believe what you want of course, but there's no proof either way.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I also think that. They will be offended by everything around them. You say God Bless You they will go off, you don't they may have a fit because you are supposed to care. Either way their panties are in a bunch.

Oh and don't say Merry Christmas either because that'll piss them off. lol

 

[KM76710]

Oh and don't say Merry Christmas either because that'll piss them off. lol

I just put it to folks there is good reason I walk around with a look on my face as blank as my mind speaking little to others. I get more to lack the patience to put up with them and take them seriously.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I just put it to folks there is good reason I walk around with a look on my face as blank as my mind speaking little to others. I get more to lack the patience to put up with them and take them seriously.

Yeah, people often end up pissing me off and disappointing me. I tend to only talk to a few people.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I like how all you have to do to get into an alcohol site is say you're 21. I mean I obviously am way over that, but it's easy to lie.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Alcohol may cause health problems? You don't say. Part of me, the self-destructive part, loves that. Then I don't have to do the job myself.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I have a story on the app and the main character had BPD and I can relate to a lot of the issues she has. Someone commented and they're like, "Is this good? Sounds like another needy, broken woman". And I was wondering if I should take offense to it, but it does sound like me.

 

[Aurelia]

I have a story on the app and the main character had BPD and I can relate to a lot of the issues she has. Someone commented and they're like, "Is this good? Sounds like another needy, broken woman". And I was wondering if I should take offense to it, but it does sound like me.

Well, you know what they say...behind every needy, broken woman is a man who helped make her that way.

 

[Aurelia]

Holy balls is it cold in my fucking basement...the first thing I do is go down there to smoke a cigarette and I inhaled that motherfucker just to be able to get the fuck out of there. That is not a place you want to be when you first get up.

Also, checked my temperature, which is somehow 94.6....am I dead and just don't know it, or...? Lol.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Well, you know what they say...behind every needy, broken woman is a man who helped make her that way.

Some people don't try to understand mental illness either or how it affects people. Like they could try having empathy at some point.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Holy balls is it cold in my fucking basement...the first thing I do is go down there to smoke a cigarette and I inhaled that motherfucker just to be able to get the fuck out of there. That is not a place you want to be when you first get up.

Also, checked my temperature, which is somehow 94.6....am I dead and just don't know it, or...? Lol.

Maybe, but I know I'm dead...on the inside at least. Lol

 

[Aurelia]

Just saw an article that said a solar storm will cause disruptions before Christmas. Sounds serious, right? So I click on it, and it says it's going to cause radio and GPS distuptions...lol. Oh god, not radio and GPS...whatever will we do??? And here, I was kind of hoping we were all doomed. How disappointing. Total clickbait.

 

[Aurelia]

Some people don't try to understand mental illness either or how it affects people. Like they could try having empathy at some point.

Some people are simply incapable. I know that better than most people as I've dealt with it for almost a decade.

 

[Aurelia]

My mom is trying to convince me not to get this apartment and save up more money, and I can't really tell if that's good advice or she's just trying to keep me in her clutches lol. So don't really know what to do. Because I mean, what if she's right and I end up losing my job or something? I could always come live with my brother again if that's the case, but it would also kind of tear me down to have something of my own finally and then lose it just like that. So maybe I'm not ready and should wait longer. But maybe I should have more confidence in myself, too...who knows.

 

[Aurelia]

My manager scheduled me and fuckface together tonight...but also scheduled herself for the entire day too...lol. She was probably thinking like, "I guess I better be there so there assholes don't tear my store apart..." Smart move.