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why is it more people care about me here on SF then in my own city.
some days i dont even think people online care much but when i log onto here i find out yeah people do care, but it doesnt help the hurt that other people have caused throught out the years.
Doesnt change the fact i still hate my life and think about SI/SH alot
but so you guys can rest easier i havent done any of that and i am still here fighting for survival everyday that i wake up and take a breath
some days i dont even think people online care much but when i log onto here i find out yeah people do care, but it doesnt help the hurt that other people have caused throught out the years.
Doesnt change the fact i still hate my life and think about SI/SH alot
but so you guys can rest easier i havent done any of that and i am still here fighting for survival everyday that i wake up and take a breath
well babes people on this site probably care about you more..because they probably understand your pain...and you tell them somewhat on what's going on.and the people in ur city probably cant look beyond what lies through your outlook..like they cant understand what you might possible be going through because they dont know...so my advice to you...is like do something active like try to get your mind off of suicide..like write the things you feel on paper like start a journal...or write poems...do a sport you may be good at like running? or create some art? or maybe just do something you enjoy anything at that..because your soul is soo beautiful..life is sooo precious..god gave us this gift to do something with our lives..he put us on this earth for a reason..and you have a purpose in life. if you didnt, he would take you out..but your life is precious think of the people that dont get to breath on their own, think of people who actually have a disorder where someone has to follow them everywhere...just think you are lucky. have you thought of ur future, where some1 can sweep you off of your feet? someone that you will spend the rest of your life with? someone who will help you pain..or someone you will give you the best feeling ever? just have a different outlook on life..not the type of outlook where you think you need to die..because whether you think so or not somebody cares for you and all you need is one person to care..and you have a ton of people caring for you on this site we love you, and you deserve everything great that happens into your life..so wake up tommorow and say im worth it, im beautiful, and i can do this, take one day and dont be depressed..and if you can be happy for atleast 5 minutes of your life then i have done my job because if you can be happy for 5 minutes then you can be happy longer than that...so i hope i help because i love helping other people with their problems and i gurantee 100% that you are worth is!! please stay alive!! i love you!!!
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Kim
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Kim
things might be looking up for me, but i will find out for sure tomorrow. I doubt things will change but it was a glimer of hope that i was clutching onto...
That is the story of my life as you can tell by all of my posts. Take 2 steps forward and 3 steps back...I have been doing that all of my life
Well back to my dismial life. bye all
That is the story of my life as you can tell by all of my posts. Take 2 steps forward and 3 steps back...I have been doing that all of my life
Well back to my dismial life. bye all
Sorry it took so long to reply......havent been myself lately
I told you things were looking up for me.....well i hoped they were but things seem to just be getting worse........dont know what to do anymore, i hate fighting like i am, i am just getting very very tired i just dont know if i can do much more.
Why was i even born......can someone answer that ??? Cause i know i cant
I told you things were looking up for me.....well i hoped they were but things seem to just be getting worse........dont know what to do anymore, i hate fighting like i am, i am just getting very very tired i just dont know if i can do much more.
Why was i even born......can someone answer that ??? Cause i know i cant
you were born to live. you didn't decide that.
you live and then you die. when you die shouldn't be decided by you.
let a freak Twinkie truck accident take care of that side of things. find something fun to do...kick rocks, karate-chop the air, stick your tongue out at little kids as they drive by in their mommy's suv..isn't there anything you like to do? if so, do it. do what you want to do with your life.
...if that means ending it...i suppose the ultimate descision is up to you, but i'm sure something could be done. something you can do.
don't fret..you get wrinkles if you do...
- Henry
you live and then you die. when you die shouldn't be decided by you.
let a freak Twinkie truck accident take care of that side of things. find something fun to do...kick rocks, karate-chop the air, stick your tongue out at little kids as they drive by in their mommy's suv..isn't there anything you like to do? if so, do it. do what you want to do with your life.
...if that means ending it...i suppose the ultimate descision is up to you, but i'm sure something could be done. something you can do.
don't fret..you get wrinkles if you do...
- Henry
That was very fuckin inapropriate....all i was doing was ranting and no i have NOT made the decsion to finally end my life.....All i said was why was I born? and I just hate fighting with the crap I am going thru......So unless you read all of the posts that are in this section you better watch what you say next time...Again this last post i did was to get some shit off of my chest without harming myself or anyone else.....Your words next time may be the ones to send someone over the edge... So if you are going to stay on this site PLEASE respect people, sometimes they just want to just say things that they wouldnt say out loud.
Sry bout the language (it had to be said this way), but some people are inconsiderate on how some people feel and what they say.
Sry bout the language (it had to be said this way), but some people are inconsiderate on how some people feel and what they say.
I don't think Forgotten_Man was trying to be hurtful at all, I think he meant well. I think what he meant was that even if you do commit suicide (which I hope you don't), that you will find peace in the afterlife and certainly not go to somewhere like hell which practically all religions say happens if you commit suicide.
Although I have to say please be more careful in what you say here Forgotten_Man, I'm sure you didn't mean to be hurtful but I did find your words inappropriate, be careful in what you say here. Emotions run very high here and even a single word can be an enormous trigger or catalyst.
I don't want anyone to commit suicide, but for those that have, I can only pray that they can find the peace they so desperately sook thats all.
Although I have to say please be more careful in what you say here Forgotten_Man, I'm sure you didn't mean to be hurtful but I did find your words inappropriate, be careful in what you say here. Emotions run very high here and even a single word can be an enormous trigger or catalyst.
I don't want anyone to commit suicide, but for those that have, I can only pray that they can find the peace they so desperately sook thats all.
Everyone is entitled to their own opinions. If you believe he said something inappropriate then you should have not responded inappropriately either as that could offend others and by doing so would be hypocritical. And regardless if you were having an "emotional day" does not grant you the right to speak the way you did either. Your point of views may not agree to those of others so take it with a grain of salt. Nothing has to be said in a certain way -- communication ettiquette is important because if you want respect then learn to give respect before demanding it.
If this forum is indeed a form of outlet then I hope you feel even a little bit of remorse for the people who actually spend the effort to listen and to respond to you even though you claim that all you were "doing was ranting."
The only person who can help you is yourself.
If this forum is indeed a form of outlet then I hope you feel even a little bit of remorse for the people who actually spend the effort to listen and to respond to you even though you claim that all you were "doing was ranting."
The only person who can help you is yourself.
i just would like to respond by saying your response was not called for in the main area, if you had a problem with how i responded then you should of PM me. And if you look at other posts mine was mild language compared to most. I just put that in incase someone doesnt like foul language. And this forum grants me the right to say what i want to say. If it was so inapropriate then the Admins/Mods would of edited it.
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