Crazy

[lightning05]

Nothing much to really say. Just feel like I am going a bit crazy. I just feel really off and am not liking myself very much right now. Don't wish I was anyone else but I just wish that I can change these horrible feelings that I have and these bad thoughts that continuously creep into my brain. Just when I think I am better I start feeling like this again. This roller coaster ride is so fucking exhausting. It's tiring being crazy

 

[Rockclimbinggirl]

s* I hope you feel better soon.

 

[ragermoon]

you're not alone, and it is most definitely exhausting!
just remember that it won't last forever. hugs

 

[lightning05]

Thank you both. These moods are the worst and so much is happening right now that I am barely keeping up. I'm either crying at the drop of a dime or getting extremely frustrated with everything, including myself. And unfortunately I feel a bit of insomnia coming on tonight. Drinking some tea now to try and get some rest.