There's been a subtle but clear shift in something inside my mind and body. I can't completely describe it. There's a major percentage of me still in NSW, and it doesn't change anything that my husband is ghosting me because it's my connection to and feelings for Australia and what I experienced.
There's a lot more to this but I'm going to give the thoughts more time to simmer, before writing.
I do like summer. Though, I love winter there since the usual heat backs off for a few months.
Trying to ignore itchy feet is hard but I'm aware of my manic tendency to leap into new adventures, without much planning. I am already a permenent resident so all that stuff is done. Practically speaking I need 3: the main plan and a B and C plan.
Well, if you have a tendency to act impulsively it might be hard to redirect, but some people can let themselves be immersed in the fantasy of doing something.
The basic goal for now, is to not give in to impulsivity when I'm suicidal. It's all too easy to lay blame on the person who married me, when he clearly did not love me, but it's not his fault. I've always been messed up.
The basic goal for now, is to not give in to impulsivity when I'm suicidal. It's all too easy to lay blame on the person who married me, when he clearly did not love me, but it's not his fault. I've always been messed up.
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