Down a path

[Widowedvegan]

I'm broken, so there aren't any options for peace, for me. I want to have my final event in my favourite place.

Being broken doesn’t mean that you can’t have peace…
You are an artist so perhaps you know about a Japanese art form ( that I can’t remember the name of ) which takes broken items of pottery and repairs them using gold to make the piece whole once again and in doing so creates something of even Greater beauty…
Please dear seabird imagine that you as well can be mended and that your beauty can shine brightly once again…
The world Needs artists!

 

[Windhover]

Thank you @Widowedvegan you must have a bit of psychic powers because my therapist said something so similar yesterday. I'm not fixable, but, I've ordered a large quantity of supplies from the shop where I get canvas and paints, etc. Who cares about money.
I'll focus on the 2 categories in my broken heart and mind: experiences and images from New South Wales, as well as here in the Pacific Northwest.

 

[may71]

Hugs Seabird

 

[Windhover]

@may71 Nice to see you, and thank you.

hugs to you

- s

 

[may71]

Nice to see you

thank you

You're welcome!

 

[iloverachel]

You're welcome!

Welcome back! Have not seen you for a while. We missed you!

 

[may71]

Thank you ILR!

 

[Windhover]

I might get myself over there and just give a go at being whatever it is I am. I don't know if I'd end up homeless, but it is possible. I don't have a home in either countires. I feel I've fallen apart and that calls for desperate measures again. Doing some crazy journey would force me to get serious and stop letting time go by in a blur.

 

[iloverachel]

I might get myself over there and just give a go at being whatever it is I am. I don't know if I'd end up homeless, but it is possible. I don't have a home in either countires. I feel I've fallen apart and that calls for desperate measures again. Doing some crazy journey would force me to get serious and stop letting time go by in a blur.

best of luck on wherever your journey takes you! We are here for you

 

[may71]

Sometimes doing something a little crazy can be good if there's something deep in your soul that's saying yes to it. Just doing something out of desperation doesn't sound as good.

Do you feel like the seasons have an effect on your well being?

 

[Windhover]

yes

 

[Windhover]

This path led me to where I ended up in a heap. I'm sure he thinks it is all my fault, and that's fine it probably is. It's me who fell for the bs, I take responsibility, so from now on I just have to learn to be outcast.

 

[iloverachel]

This path led me to where I ended up in a heap. I'm sure he thinks it is all my fault, and that's fine it probably is. It's me who fell for the bs, I take responsibility, so from now on I just have to learn to be outcast.

I feel your pain. Being an outcast sucks
I hope things get better for you

 

[Windhover]

Thank you @iloverachel .

I'm working on accepting what is at this point.

 

[Windhover]

 

[CrossedSeas]

Felt so many things looking at your beautiful picture, @seabird. Most of all wishing you the same light and peace you caught here

 

[Windhover]

Felt so many things looking at your beautiful picture, @seabird. Most of all wishing you the same light and peace you caught here

Thank you, hugs help.
Perhaps it's a lesson and in my case life showed me a beautiful place that I'm not able to have, I don't know. I do know I miss it very much.

hug @CrossedSeas

 

[CrossedSeas]

@seabird, I think I sensed the sadness in it too, and I definitely understand the feeling of it being out of reach and missing it. I’m glad you caught it in your picture. I hope some of that light you caught so beautifully does come back to you.
Thank you for the , and more today if you need any.

 

[Windhover]

I'm quite down, broken and tired of trying to be okay right. I wish things had worked out for us. I miss you, or the way you used to be anyhow.
Tomorrow I will mayne feel differently, but nothing is left for me it would seem.

 

[Pebble mouse]

@seabird. You have been through trying times. There have been some big readjustments in your life. Try to be gentle with yourself. Sometimes things just don't turn out.

((hugs))