I've been down and tired and I was unnecessarily rude to someone I was working with at my job last night. He wasn't respecting the rules and boundaries I was trying to set, but I was still way too pushy, and I feel really horrible. I probably won't see him again, at least not for a while, so I can't directly address it either.
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Sick, worried, anxious, upset and a bit hopeless about some things a bit as well. Just hoping that despite my sis moving so far away that it won’t result in the end of me.
Don’t really have the energy to elaborate on that rn but maybe it’s a bit obvious what I mean by that anyway. Don’t think I ever actually “could” do that of course but…well…if I were all alone, if my mom and friend were gone and I had no one and nowhere to live?! Uh ya, no, I would literally rather be dead than be homeless. I would never be able to bear the shame of being THAT rejected, no way. Hopefully it will never come to that though, trying to hope for the best but it is really hard right now.
Don’t really have the energy to elaborate on that rn but maybe it’s a bit obvious what I mean by that anyway. Don’t think I ever actually “could” do that of course but…well…if I were all alone, if my mom and friend were gone and I had no one and nowhere to live?! Uh ya, no, I would literally rather be dead than be homeless. I would never be able to bear the shame of being THAT rejected, no way. Hopefully it will never come to that though, trying to hope for the best but it is really hard right now.
You had a bad day and it was most likely an automatic reaction, not a conscious decision. Treat it like a sudden onset of a assholism, caused by exhaustion. Apologize if you see them but don't beat yourself over it too much. We give too much importance to what we are to other people. You think you did something horrible and unforgivable, but that person might just think of you as an asshole to themselves and then forget about the whole thing soon enough.
Oh, man? Wow. . . Yeah, that is really sounding like the deck, may-be stacked against you! However~ you just never know / until you know (or hear back from them). So no sense in losing too much sleep, until that moment. As it won't change the outcome, either way~
Pulling for you still. And that you can find a way, even if it is another, to make things work out & manage somehow.
Pulling for you still. And that you can find a way, even if it is another, to make things work out & manage somehow.
Devastated,
something is wrong with my truck, and it may be too old to be repaired
I don't have money for repairs, much less to replace it
peace
something is wrong with my truck, and it may be too old to be repaired
I don't have money for repairs, much less to replace it
peace
mike.....
My crush back from university days wrote me up on Facebook. . Last time we spoke it ended up very awkwardly... Haven't seen or heard from her for years. As far as I know she lives in Europe now, has a golden job and is very successful. What does she want from a ruin of a man like me? We will see, but I don't like it She is the opposite of me. Perhaps that is why I was attracted to her.
It doesn't matter now. Nothing does.
It doesn't matter now. Nothing does.
i'm sorry to hear that. what is wrong with the truck? the older it is the easier it is to repair. i have an 18 year old dodge ram that is still going strong. what kind of truck do you have?
mike.....
mike.....
It got really noisy in the lower end and lost power
peace
