How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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Im still trying to ride out this mental low period which triggered for a reason the other day. I feel physically sick with it but at least im almost at the end of the work day. I have my therapist tonight, so that will get me through the evening. All because i am incapable of handling being ignored, i feel so upset with it all.
A bit better. I got through my calls and when I stood up from my last video call I did not get any insane back pain. I also managed to do some cat camels and bird dog stretches earlier, so physically everything is intact and working, or seems to be. Am also working on my bladder urgency, yesterday it was 100 times before the train journey just to make sure, today only 5 times so far lol. Must be a record, I grew up with parents always telling me to "go just one more time before the car journey" and developed very bad habits, and it's taken me 45 years to start working to recondition myself lol.
My boss is apprehensive about me being part time. Just driving me to retirement early because I don’t want to keep working hard. I mean I would work hard if I was part time but my morale would be higher than what it is now. He’s putting me on some grunt work for the foreseeable future. Ugh. He doesn’t know that I am thinking retirement.
I feel horrible. I got caught in a super heavy rainstorm on my way to work and I’m drenched. I had a library book in my bag and it’s soaked… the same thing happened to me a few months ago and I’m terrified that my borrowing privileges will be suspended permanently even if I pay the fine. And I have so much work to do 😔 and I’m exhausted.
My daughter's father fixed my car yesterday. This week between the air conditioning unit and this, rrrrr. Im going to take him and myniece out to eat tomorrow night as a thank you. Even though my daughter's older now, I think it's good for her to see us getting along. This is something that my ex-husband never did or wanted so my children followed suit by ignoring me and even having anger issues that left me reeling.
