How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Windhover]

I'm feeling awfully lonely, fighting off letting it rule my evening though.

 

[Windhover]

Welcome to SF @righttight1 .

I just saw you wrote something similar to myself, and wanted to say I empathize.

Sorry you are feeling bad. I hope better days and nights are ahead for you.

 

[PrincessPure]

Beautiful Saturday morning when the USA finally attacked Iran. It is a beautiful day for us Iranians. They are targeting the government and I feel relieved.

 

[Lane]

Incredibly lonely, sad, depressed, and down

Welcome to the forum @righttight1. Sorry that youre feeling all those things. I hope that you can find some peace here.

 

[Lane]

I DID IT!!! I was safe and did not push to get everything done. Took my time. Thanks for the encouragement though. I do small crafts so it’s manageable but my fingers are that much closer to the saw. I’m building butterfly houses for gardens. I don’t know if butterflies use them but they’re pretty. I made them last year but I didn’t get one of my own

That's really pretty S.

 

[nicktheundoer]

Guys, is anyone here on clozapine?

 

[nicktheundoer]

My son stayed over his girlfriends last night, my daughter is at her boyfriend's. That leaves an empty house, which I dont like. I think it may even be a trigger, for a therapist told me once that I have abandonment issues.

Sorry lane. Issues like abandonment are really harsh. Sending love and hugs..🫂🫂😊😊🫂🫂

 

[Congratsbaby]

Ahm , sad and loneliness. I think I perceive hurt often in things in which maybe a lot of people are more chill. That results in me feeling hurt often and disappointed while everyone is just yea

There was someone , I had a conversation with them , they were all sweet whatever , even till their last text and then they just straight up became disrespectful. That is so crazy actually. Or maybe it's not.

I just felt though , can you really trust anyone? Cause damn what's happening with my relationships.

 

[LumberJack]

Beautiful Saturday morning when the USA finally attacked Iran. It is a beautiful day for us Iranians. They are targeting the government and I feel relieved.

I'm glad you shared that. I never know how individual private citizens feel with the USA takes actions around the world.

 

[LumberJack]

I'm really hurting. Unsure of what started the avalanche, but this morning I got really spun up over something. That thing is significant and is something I wish to do more about, but I won't even be effective at that if I let this rage eat at me. Despite this awareness, though, I can get blindsided by it. Something random will come up, or even a certain thought in the back of my mind when I am doing something else will remind me of a certain incident in the past. I usually catch it in time because I have been practicing at doing this. However, when I miss it, then it causes me a lot of trouble. When it happens too frequently, it can create a feedback loop that then takes a lot of effort to contain. This effort in turn reduces my capacity for taking care of the things I need to be focused on presently to stop my life from falling apart even more than it already is.

Nonetheless, I am a stubborn SOB and to date I have gotten up exactly one more time than I have fallen down.

 

[Congratsbaby]

Ahm , sad and loneliness. I think I perceive hurt often in things in which maybe a lot of people are more chill. That results in me feeling hurt often and disappointed while everyone is just yea

There was someone , I had a conversation with them , they were all sweet whatever , even till their last text and then they just straight up became disrespectful. That is so crazy actually. Or maybe it's not.

I just felt though , can you really trust anyone? Cause damn what's happening with my relationships.

Update to this : The person I talked to wasn't really the person I thought they were. I was catfished.
The person I last talked to was the girlfriend of this entirely new guy , who told me that I have been catfished by the last guy who gave me false information. I am not sure , but yea.

🤦 I met great people online and then there are such people.

 

[Windhover]

I have feelings but not sure what's going on. Something is. Emotions are there, but either I'm blocking them or, what. I was going to try to describe it with more detail but it doesn't matter. I managed to get my running stuff on and out the door.

 

[1964dodge]

Confused and anxiety. I struggle to voice out my opinions infront of people who I know can use it against me. Often people of authority. I just sent a text , when asked for feedback and I mentioned a drawback and now I am anxious.

I am scared of being seen by the wrong people.

you are safe here

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Unpretty.

 

[1964dodge]

Ugly.

 

[1964dodge]

Not at work again due to a cold. Just called my boss, its required we text in the am, then call her around lunchtime...which I think is insane.

Trying to keep depression at bay, so did some food shopping and picked up books at the library.

i hope you feel better soon

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

I DID IT!!! I was safe and did not push to get everything done. Took my time. Thanks for the encouragement though. I do small crafts so it’s manageable but my fingers are that much closer to the saw. I’m building butterfly houses for gardens. I don’t know if butterflies use them but they’re pretty. I made them last year but I didn’t get one of my own

it's beautiful

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

Incredibly lonely, sad, depressed, and down

welcome to SF, i hope you feel better soon

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I'm feeling awfully lonely, fighting off letting it rule my evening though.

 

[1964dodge]

good not great but a lot better


mike