How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[nicktheundoer]

I had a good sleep and am feeling lazy but more okay than I've felt for quite a while. Grateful.

Nice Seabird...😊😊

 

[nicktheundoer]

I'm feeling quite sad and lonely today.

HUGSSSS

 

[nicktheundoer]

Just finished swim and had received sad news. My aunt in a coma for 18 days didnt make it, she passed away today. I feel so sorry for them who lost both of their parents.

May her soul rest in peace..

 

[nicktheundoer]

Sadness Sunday, everyones in grief and grieving together. No words, no thoughts required.

 

[AvidFan]

Sadness Sunday, everyones in grief and grieving together. No words, no thoughts required.

I am sorry to hear about your loss. 😥

 

[AvidFan]

I am feeling well exercised!

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

going to a cookout somehwat apprehensively. my brother in law will be there and while my sister has forgiven him for blowing his 401k on an overseas scam, I have not forgiven him for putting her through hell for so many years and years to come. Oh, i'll be polite but I wish he won't be there. On the hand, he is a very old man who is terribly lonely and is in need of support. So I won't be his best friend but I will be accommodating for my sister's sake. Doesn't make me a martyr but I will do my best.

Is she still with him? That is very decent of you to be civil to him. I do feel bad for people who get scammed.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

But at the higher side of worry. I wanted to reconnect and spend more time with parents as we grew older, whenever I lose someone I'm close with that its been happening so frequently and repeatedly, it makes me wanting to be closer with my parents more however much I hate it. So its going to be hard to reestablish that knowing theres not even a much close personal/intimate connection before hand. I can only wish. I have been having a lot of anxiety about this.

Sorry you are going through this Kitty. I've lost people and I know what it's like. I hope it goes well with your parents - I think you have a therapist you can talk to if it doesn't? Good luck.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I wasn't feeling great, but my female cat came and sat between me and my husband on the sofa (so she can get petted by us both) and she is purring and SO happy - it's impossible to be around such happiness without feeling it.

 

[I Love Tomorrow]

Like a part of me regrets my decision to not follow through with another attempt this weekend and carry on for another week. I don't feel good either way, and I hate that. I want rest or a feeling like I'm in a good place, but it's not going to come because it can't, it can't exist here in my mind.

I want to feel good about choosing not to go towards suicide, but I can't because a part of my mind reminds me that I will go through pain as long as I'm alive in this world. So it's bittersweet instead

 

[cymbele]

Is she still with him? That is very decent of you to be civil to him. I do feel bad for people who get scammed.

She thinks he had Covid and louis body disease (which affects the mind) and thinks that he's been well, not cured but cognizant of what he did. He tried to apologize to me and while he thinks I accepted it I still haven't forgiven him. But he's back in her life and she deserves support. I was civil and polite and will have to deal with him forever until he dies so there's no use dwelling on it.

 

[KM76710]

Just finished swim and had received sad news. My aunt in a coma for 18 days didnt make it, she passed away today. I feel so sorry for them who lost both of their parents.

Very sad to hear of the loss in your family...

 

[Windhover]

Quiet hug and my condolenves @HappyKitty .

 

[Baywasp]

I’m overwhelmed. Today has been a lot and I’m worried about my one class too. Emailed my professor to see if I could meet him to discuss my issues, but in terms of job stuff I feel like I have to shove it deep inside me and just shut up or I’m not good enough

 

[HappyKitty]

Thanks 🤗 @Ladywolfshead @seabird

 

[HappyKitty]

Very sad to hear of the loss in your family...

Thanks🤗

 

[HappyKitty]

I am sorry to hear about your loss. 😥

thanks🤗

 

[HappyKitty]

My aunts kids is an orphan now. And avoidance isnt the ans.🥹

 

[Astrid78]

My aunts kids is an orphan now. And avoidance isnt the ans.🥹

 

[HappyKitty]

Oh now I plan to distract myself this two wks. Full force so i wont cry so much. Also. I acted so brave. My doc told me to take 2 tabs of propranolol a day and I reduced it to one for each day, holy hell. My migraine does rebound bck full force I threw up today.

I hate taking 2 tabs, Im like excessively drowsy with it and without 2 I'm useless. o

im eating yogurt now.👻