How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[foreverforgotten]

Overwhelm and procrastination and dread and hopeless

 

[Astrid78]

Overwhelm and procrastination and dread and hopeless

Hugs @foreverforgotten

 

[KM76710]

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You seem such a lovely kind and caring person, you do have a place in this world. You are understood here. Xx

I agree wholeheartedly with your comments about @nicktheundoer Very well put.

 

[PrincessPure]

Stomach pain

 

[Aurelia]

Went to hospital again. They wanted to use an NG tube to clear out the contents of my stomach. Shit sounded painful so I was like yeah, no...hopefully this heals at home.

 

[nicktheundoer]

I agree wholeheartedly with your comments about @nicktheundoer Very well put.

Everything that's good in us comes from God..and the evil comes from us..

 

[nicktheundoer]

most of us are broken in one form or another. my demise is chronic pain/illnesses, which caused severe depression and anxiety. there was a time that i knew it was better for me to just end it. i am better now. depression and anxiety are much better now and i constantly work on my physical issues so i have some hope. i hope that in time you can get the relief you need and hope for a better life. i came very close 3 times and i'm grateful every day that i was saved. thank god for SF or i'd be gone for sure

mike....

☹️☹️🫂 you're a very strong person..Nice that you found hope..I hope that it gets better for you and you stay even more hopeful 😊😊

 

[Road to Nowhere]

I'm just tired of feeling the pain of wanting it to end, and the way things are is the way they're always going to be.

 

[HappyKitty]

A grandparents as my caregiver.
My childhood aunt.
I have one more grandpa and aunt, but they're both ageing.
When I look at my own parents, as they are ageing but they are a reminder I have no one to turn too.

 

[HappyKitty]

Actually the pressure of taking care of myself is intense and I fear that I cant, I keep fearing that I fail. Im so lucky my friend rejected my job for me lol when I wasnt thinking straight.

 

[HappyKitty]

nice im on TCA too. 🙃
TCA nd propranolol both are gonna lower me. 🙃

 

[AvidFan]

Should be a day off but I've been working on my new work. I feel excited to start doing it when I wake up and do an hour over coffee. Better than wasting time on Reddit and pays better 🤣 Have to be careful I don't overdo working 2 jobs and make sure I don't screw up one or the other through rushing through stuff.

The weather seems to have cooled down and has gone gloomy. I am supposed to be meeting a long term friend later for a meal out. First time I've seen her - or anyone - socially in quite some time!!

Generally feeling OK. Positive as long as I can keep this second income stream going well.

 

[AvidFan]

I feel terrible. Just setting off to meet my friend when I suddenly realised I should have attended a remote meeting for my main job this afternoon. I'd been doing stuff for the new job and along with being ill since Friday it just completely slipped my mind as it was the only thing I'm the diary till mid week. I feel shaky and awful 😩 that's 3 times I've done that this year now. Think it's symptomatic of the stress of it, my heart isn't in it as much just lately 😔

 

[1964dodge]

Not great. Dealing with arm and wrist soreness which makes me wonder how I'm going to make money as a transcriptionist. But my previous job involved many hours of typing per day and I was okay. It's mostly my right wrist which may indicate mousing is an issue. I already have an ergo keyboard and mouse, but I don't always use them. Going to pay more attention and use my soft wrist braces.

you should always use
the brace if you have issues. remember pain is a lot easier to prevent than to treat. i hope you enjoy your new job

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I feel terrible. Just setting off to meet my friend when I suddenly realised I should have attended a remote meeting for my main job this afternoon. I'd been doing stuff for the new job and along with being ill since Friday it just completely slipped my mind as it was the only thing I'm the diary till mid week. I feel shaky and awful 😩 that's 3 times I've done that this year now. Think it's symptomatic of the stress of it, my heart isn't in it as much just lately 😔

it happens. you can always set an alarm on your phone

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Overwhelm and procrastination and dread and hopeless

i'm sorry that you are overwhelmed. procratination sucks, i get that way sometimes. maybe if you could get a little ahead on things you won't feel so overwhelmed . then hopefully your sense of dread and hopelessness can be improved

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

Stomach pain

 

[1964dodge]

Went to hospital again. They wanted to use an NG tube to clear out the contents of my stomach. Shit sounded painful so I was like yeah, no...hopefully this heals at home.

i hope you can heal at home and get better soon

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

☹️☹️🫂 you're a very strong person..Nice that you found hope..I hope that it gets better for you and you stay even more hopeful 😊😊

thank you nick

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

I'm just tired of feeling the pain of wanting it to end, and the way things are is the way they're always going to be.