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1964dodge

Has a monkey as a friend
Safety & Support
SF Supporter
This is why I am putting off changing my broadband provider (the company has been taken over or something). The clearest indicator it will be a disaster is their claim it will all be done without any disruption! I hope you get your phone sorted, I hate that kind of thing as well!
our phones are 4 maybe 5 years old and i kept putting it off but i had no choice at least now i have 5g

mike....*hug*shake
 
Frustrated... yet a bit hopeful as well:

i took a step forward and actually called the financial counselor at the hospital... 1st i was on hold just to speak to someone for over an hour. then i was not listened to when i told them i was looking at my digital records and reading directly from it to this person. they began to say loudly as i was talking "uuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmm". reminded me of a toddler plugging their ears n humming so not to hear something! however it is causing even more steps to take. So, she didn't listen to my words and kept telling me everything shows i have it. So i explained and read the message from the pharmacy stating i don't have coverage and yet again she refused to listen. Finaly, she told me i can get them on the phone and call her back. i asked if there was a more direct line as i was on hold for over an hour just to speak to her. she said no. Now i highly doubt the pharmacy will sit on the phone with me while we hold for over an hour just to speak to someone. i think she caught my frustration with my statement, and she began to give me explicit instructions to tell them on where to click and where to go to find the information correctly.

So, now... erm... Monday... (no vehicle till Sunday) i have to drive an hour to the hospital and go to the pharmacy just to show them the info, so they can then order and ship me my meds. (they ship them as they don't carry the amount i need and won't dispense a partial Rx. It usually only takes about a week, so that's a good thing) :)
 

LumberJack

Huggy Bear 🐻 u r warned!
SF Supporter
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Oh gosh I hate dealing with the pharmacy, I have felt your frustration. Most of my meds I can get sent to me automatically over mail, which is nice. But one of my meds is controlled and I have issues almost every time. It’s like they are just making me jump through hoops for their own amusement.
 

KM76710

Kangaroo Manager
SF Pro
SF Supporter
I feel lots better. I’m starting my PHP today and I have gotten the time off from work. So without that stress hanging over me, I feel lighter. I’m still depressed, but I will take this any day, compared to the hell I have been in the past few days.
I am glad to hear of the improvement and hope that it does grow and continue on.
 

AvidFan

Retired Cat Staff
SF Supporter
Pretty tired. Intended to dip my feet back into the remote job today before the full onslaught of commute starting again next week.... Couldn't bring myself to start, then after about half an hour I got so into it I ended up working past midnight 😃 At least I get to choose if and when I work, I enjoyed it today! Time for bed! Love to all 💚💚💚
 

LumberJack

Huggy Bear 🐻 u r warned!
SF Supporter
Okay I felt better in the morning, but I got all nervous about my first day at PHP. Which was kinda nice, while it lasted. Now I’m back home and I have just crashed, hard. Physically and emotionally. I really didn’t know what to do about the intense depression feeling, but I tried eating something, and that helped me calm down. Then I go to lay down for a few minutes, but it turned into an hour long nap. I must have needed it, because I just feel moderately depressed now. I think I need to make a list of things to try when my mood goes down suddenly and a lot.
 
Pretty tired. Intended to dip my feet back into the remote job today before the full onslaught of commute starting again next week.... Couldn't bring myself to start, then after about half an hour I got so into it I ended up working past midnight 😃 At least I get to choose if and when I work, I enjoyed it today! Time for bed! Love to all 💚💚💚
Love to you as well🩵🩵
 
I'm feeling a bit of hope and also a bit of anxiety. I filled out an application for an apartment thinking I wouldn't hear back. I did. I'm not the only one looking for it, but I thought me being disabled on a low income would mean I have no chance at it. She'll show it on monday. If anyone reads this and could pray for it or send good vibes my way I'd appreciate it very much.

I'm not going to get my hopes up too high. But if my son is in safe housing with me it would be such a relief of constant worry about him and him not having a roof. He's homeless in less than a month. My landlord here is fine with me staying longer, but being more independant would be ideal, this is not a forever situation for me, more like a matter of months since the landlord moved a gf in. THe apartment is a couple hundred bucks more than we have together, plus hydro with electric baseboards and i know those things are hard on electric bills. But I'd rather have to scrape to get by than worry for younger son.
I hope everything goes well for you..I'll pray for you..love❤️❤️
 
Feeling absolutely horrible. I made a mistake, I know. Why can't my mom just tell me that I was wrong and tell me what I should do in a much nicer way? Didn't have to yell at me, making me feel so stupid. Why can't she be like other moms who treat her kids with actual kindness instead of though love? I don't need all that screaming and yelling. It's making me so stressful. "I'm telling you this because I know better than you. You don't know anything about life". Thanks a lot.
I'm sorry..I'm very sorry..people sometimes are negative,it's not because of you,it's just they don't know how to deal with their emotions..Hugsssss🫂🫂🫂
 
Yeah that was how she was raised and she never felt like it was to break the chain. I always thought if I had a child I would never to that to them. That, IF I had a child. And this is why I'm scared to have one myself because I don't want them to experience this. They could just stay in heaven or wherever they are.

And yes it's so tiring to be the bigger person here. I'm tired of putting on an act, like I'm okay with it, acting like I have to accept her behavior because it's "for my own good", I can't cry because that would make me a crybaby and some crap like that.
I pray a solution would appear for you..hugs🫂🫂
 
Today was pretty good. I read the Bible. I finished the book of Joshua and the book of Judges. I love Bible stories. I find them so interesting. My Bible also has some essay prompts about the readings, which is pretty cool. I own quite a few Bibles, and this is one of my favorites.

I also watched some 80s movies. And went out by myself for the first time in a while. A bit cold out, but I got some exercise and fresh air. I like thinking about the little things in life. I find them to be the most beautiful. My plants, for instance. I like taking care of them and watching them grow. Thinking about existence itself and all the beautiful things that God created. Mountains, trees, fields, flowers, lush forests, animals, the sunset/sunrise, the moon and stars, planets, cosmos, etc. I also like to think about human relationships and how we interact with and behave around one another. How our minds work.

I didn't cry today, thankfully. And now I'm probably just going to watch a movie and do some cross-stitching. School starts on Friday. I have no idea what this class is going to be, but it's the last one. I'm nervous and hope I do well so I can graduate finally.
Great post..glad that you could see God in his creation..
 

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