How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[MrMojonski]

emotionally in pain

Sorry you are so in pain. It is so difficult to get to grips with it. I found some breathing exercises on the Samaritans App which have helped calm me in the worst moments.

 

[Lane]

I'm feeling a bit of hope and also a bit of anxiety. I filled out an application for an apartment thinking I wouldn't hear back. I did. I'm not the only one looking for it, but I thought me being disabled on a low income would mean I have no chance at it. She'll show it on monday. If anyone reads this and could pray for it or send good vibes my way I'd appreciate it very much.

I'm not going to get my hopes up too high. But if my son is in safe housing with me it would be such a relief of constant worry about him and him not having a roof. He's homeless in less than a month. My landlord here is fine with me staying longer, but being more independant would be ideal, this is not a forever situation for me, more like a matter of months since the landlord moved a gf in. THe apartment is a couple hundred bucks more than we have together, plus hydro with electric baseboards and i know those things are hard on electric bills. But I'd rather have to scrape to get by than worry for younger son.

I really hope the apartment works out for you and your son @toomuchreality. I sent positive thoughts your way. Please keep us posted.

 

[Livelife]

our phones are 4 maybe 5 years old and i kept putting it off but i had no choice at least now i have 5g

mike....

How is it, are you liking it?
I really don't want to buy into the 5g. I'm grateful my old Apple8 is working just fine except for how long it holds its charge now.......I still have my old landline too which is what I use for vm.....just more comfortable with it, lol. I don't know what I'll do when it dies since Radio Shack went out of business years ago which is where I used to by those kinds of phones.

 

[Livelife]

I'm feeling a bit of hope and also a bit of anxiety. I filled out an application for an apartment thinking I wouldn't hear back. I did. I'm not the only one looking for it, but I thought me being disabled on a low income would mean I have no chance at it. She'll show it on monday. If anyone reads this and could pray for it or send good vibes my way I'd appreciate it very much.

I'm not going to get my hopes up too high. But if my son is in safe housing with me it would be such a relief of constant worry about him and him not having a roof. He's homeless in less than a month. My landlord here is fine with me staying longer, but being more independant would be ideal, this is not a forever situation for me, more like a matter of months since the landlord moved a gf in. THe apartment is a couple hundred bucks more than we have together, plus hydro with electric baseboards and i know those things are hard on electric bills. But I'd rather have to scrape to get by than worry for younger son.

Prayer and visualization for you and your son to be in the best place for you all financially and safely and comfortably.

 

[Pebble mouse]

I'm at the tale end of a psychotic episode. It got really disturbing tonight but has started to level off, thankfully.

 

[MrMojonski]

God loves you....

I know it sounds negative but it doesn’t feel like it

 

[1Lefty]

I'm at the tale end of a psychotic episode. It got really disturbing tonight but has started to level off, thankfully.

I'm sorry you had an episode,
I know they are disorienting and scary
I'm glad you're feeling better

peace

 

[AvidFan]

Not happy to be awake at 3 and 4am, it just makes the days so much longer and slower..

My night was a bit like that, had some weird dreams but didn't drop into any deep sleep at all (despite my watch claiming I 1 hour of deep sleep!)

Hope you have a better night's sleep soon!

 

[Aurelia]

Well, I finally know what the Psychology Capstone Project is, my last course. At first, I read something about making a slideshow and presenting it freaking LIVE to the instructor and became a bit nauseated, but then I read that we can also make a video recording instead. The latter, I can do, but I'm not very good with being live on camera. Anyway, it sounds doable, so I'm looking forward to finally graduating. It's not going to be a walk in the park exactly, and my first 6-8 page paper is due in 3 weeks. But I've already begun doing some research this morning. We were given a case study about a depressed adolescent female with suicidal tendencies, who comes from a Middle-Eastern background and a Muslim family. And the goal of the assignment is to use psychological theory and current research to write a paper about how her development and behavioral abnormalities have been influenced by family, culture, society, religion, and so on, as well as recommend a solution. I suppose we're given plenty of time to work on it, so I'm not too worried. I'm usually pretty good at these sort of things.

 

[puffymilk]

Anxious

 

[MrMojonski]

Anxious

Ditto

 

[cymbele]

Well, I finally know what the Psychology Capstone Project is, my last course. At first, I read something about making a slideshow and presenting it freaking LIVE to the instructor and became a bit nauseated, but then I read that we can also make a video recording instead. The latter, I can do, but I'm not very good with being live on camera. Anyway, it sounds doable, so I'm looking forward to finally graduating. It's not going to be a walk in the park exactly, and my first 6-8 page paper is due in 3 weeks. But I've already begun doing some research this morning. We were given a case study about a depressed adolescent female with suicidal tendencies, who comes from a Middle-Eastern background and a Muslim family. And the goal of the assignment is to use psychological theory and current research to write a paper about how her development and behavioral abnormalities have been influenced by family, culture, society, religion, and so on, as well as recommend a solution. I suppose we're given plenty of time to work on it, so I'm not too worried. I'm usually pretty good at these sort of things.

You GOT this!

 

[puffymilk]

A bit calmer. I got a job interview on Wednesday hopefully I'll be ready, have the energy (I sometimes sabotage myself by declining opportunities just because I don't have the energy), and everything goes well. And that it would be a decent job for me.

 

[AvidFan]

Relaxed. I've done my shopping run, and my run run, now I'm going to have a shower, eat then chill out for a bit and play around with some interesting stuff for work, nothing too taxing!

 

[MrMojonski]

A bit calmer. I got a job interview on Wednesday hopefully I'll be ready, have the energy (I sometimes sabotage myself by declining opportunities just because I don't have the energy), and everything goes well. And that it would be a decent job for me.

Try and look forward beyond the interview which is a means to and end. Think of the decent job which will be a positive for you from the sound of things.

 

[puffymilk]

Try and look forward beyond the interview which is a means to and end. Think of the decent job which will be a positive for you from the sound of things.

Thanks, I will try to do that

 

[MrMojonski]

Thanks, I will try to do that

You have my thoughts and love willing you to do well

 

[puffymilk]

You have my thoughts and love willing you to do well

 

[Bergerac]

Was able to collect my letter, from one of the local religious leaders, today. Which is really good.

 

[AmberMarie]

Hateful and Angry!