How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Innocent Forever]

So much anxiety figuring out what I can eat but I've been experimenting it so glad my dietician finally address Im able to be on a low fibre diet thing.😺

((((hugs))))

 

[Innocent Forever]

Thanks for checking in with me I really appreciate it. I'm still struggling with this feeling that all of this is futile and I don't want to be here for the drudgery anymore. I wish I could generate a more positive outlook, but....maybe tomorrow will be better, so I guess there's that

Someone once told me that when she's struggling she thinks that it's just for today and tomorrow will be a new day. She can get through today. And tomorrow may be better. And it may not. And she'll be okay either way.

 

[Innocent Forever]

Can our suffering be beautiful in a certain light? I think so. Maybe that sounds odd to some, but there's something beautiful about our vulnerability and need for love and affection. Something beautiful even about our sorrow.

I think so.

 

[Innocent Forever]

Kind of insecure tonight. Five years on a project with a great team and in June I will be not with the group. But I won’t be unemployed and close to a year for optional retirement. I was hoping to work with this team until optional retirement and then go part time. I have 3 years to go until I can collect ss so part time work will help with finances. I will have to see if it’s possible. But a little bit sad.

 

[Livelife]

Thanks for checking in with me I really appreciate it. I'm still struggling with this feeling that all of this is futile and I don't want to be here for the drudgery anymore. I wish I could generate a more positive outlook, but....maybe tomorrow will be better, so I guess there's that

That last sentence is the thought I keep close by as well. I'm glad you are showing up for the day

 

[Searchingforhope]

Unbelievably dreadful right now.

 

[Aurelia]

I've managed to start working on my paper. Only nine more weeks of school to go before graduation.

 

[Aurelia]

I was motivated this morning to go to the craft store and get some sort of project to work on, but by evening I feel like I don't want to do a damn thing anymore as far as going out. And yet I still have to go get my meds from the pharmacy and tampons and pads. I don't feel like going. I hate waiting until evening. I'm way too overwhelmed to care at that point but it's the only time I can get a ride.

 

[1964dodge]

Scared

 

[1964dodge]

Unbelievably dreadful right now.

i'm sorry to hear that @Searchingforhope i hope things get better soon

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

still have that bug so it's not a 24 hour bug lol. pain is at a decent level and mood is good

mike

 

[Aurelia]

Reading the Bible has truly been helping to heal my heart little by little. God spoke to me today and it made me happy. I keep wondering why Israel kept turning to false gods, meanwhile knowing that The Lord exists. It doesn't seem to make sense. The Bible says they made sacrifices to other gods and then asked The Lord for help when calamity would strike them. It also makes me think that the reason I'm still unhappy is probably due to my past sins. I do believe the Lord has forgiven me, but sin is still its own punishment. When we sin, bad things happen to us. And I was a non-believer for a long time. So it would only make sense that I've been afflicted with depression and anxiety for the way I've led my life. I've spent a couple years now trying to turn that around, however. And I keep wondering when will I find relief? When will the sins of my past stop haunting me? The Lord tells me to have patience and faith, though. So I keep waiting and doing my best to follow in His path.

 

[Lane]

Yes, in RL. I feel so lonely. I feel people near me only see me when they need me. But when I need them, they are not here. I know I can't hope for their return but I just feel like I'm a thing and have no one.

It sounds very hard to deal with. I've been there in a way with friends, trying to reach out. I hope being here, while not RL, helps ease the loneliness a bit @Juliethecandy

 

[Lane]

Unbelievably dreadful right now.

I hope tomorrow is a better day @Searchingforhope.

 

[puffymilk]

Not that good. I'm thinking about something that I shouldn't be thinking about. I'm also feeling hopeless.

 

[Windhover]

What is the point? If I'm gone, life will go on. Time without purpose is a prison. Just staring at the walls all day every day. I've stopped trying to be part of life. I see no sense in it.

Just wanted to tell you you're not alone.

hug

 

[Windhover]

hug @puffymilk
Thoughts come and then go. It's good to bring the dark ones here where people understand.
I hope you feel hope again, even if just a little finds a foothold.

 

[Juliethecandy]

It sounds very hard to deal with. I've been there in a way with friends, trying to reach out. I hope being here, while not RL, helps ease the loneliness a bit @Juliethecandy

I know you all are very kind. It's help me a lot.

 

[Juliethecandy]

You never know @Juliethecandy, maybe new people will come into your life?

I hope so. I hope a better people this time.

 

[puffymilk]

hug @puffymilk
Thoughts come and then go. It's good to bring the dark ones here where people understand.
I hope you feel hope again, even if just a little finds a foothold.

Thank you. I'm trying to find it.