I feel like all the good work I've done on my recovery was for nothing. Square one. I'm a useless creature. I think the < mod edit - timeline >
Sometimes, it can be a long & difficult road--& an arduous journey, at times; on the "road to recovery!" As there seem to be many (potential) 'pitfalls.' And seemingly--very little margin for error. However, I also feel that it is important to acknowledge that, you are number one, only human, and very, very few don't suffer some kinds of setbacks along the way, usually involving relapses of sorts, on multiple occasions. So long as you're able to continue to keep battling on, and refuse to "give up," I'd say you're just perfectly fine - in my mind. I know however, your own thoughts & opinions will vary. Just keep in mind that they are also subjective ones, and that you might not feel that very same way, about some one else (another individual, in other words) were they faced with the same scenario - & you were to make an assessment on them, and their lives (or how they are living them). And I'm hoping, of course, that that will not / or won't be - the case: with < mod edit - timeline > Let us know if you need, or would like any help - (with this).