Concerned that I might get hurt again in my new relationship. However, if that happens, I'm willing to learn from it and learn what not to do next time. The thing is, it all happened very quickly. We did connect mentally in an intimate fashion. That is, we want all the same things and developed strong feelings early on. Several days later, he said he loves me and we were intimate. Part of me is afraid that I may be manipulated again, after my husband manipulated me over and over again for years and I constantly took a backseat to heroin and fentanyl, yet I never took my love away until he broke it off himself. So bottom line is, my fear is taking hold of me in part because of how quickly it all happened, but I also realize that regardless of timing, I may have felt this way anyway. So I've been praying asking God to reveal to me whether this is real or not. I have faith that it is, but at the same time, I'm willing to learn from the situation if it's not. Only time will tell it seems.