How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[fromthatshow]

Wiped out. Ok one minute, terrible the next. Been swinging from OK to awful and from optimistic to despair. So tired.

Very tough spot to be in!
🫂

 

[AmberMarie]

This is the worst year so far.

Hugs! Maybe this will be in like a lion n out like a lamb...

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Hugs! Maybe this will be in like a lion n out like a lamb...

I hope it will be...just hate how things are going right now.

 

[Averyryryryry]

Not well. I lost 3 of my pets in the span of one year...one died of old age, and my abuser got rid of the other two. I got abused three times in a row and just recently escaped that.

 

[Averyryryryry]

Not well. I lost 3 of my pets in the span of one year...one died of old age, and my abuser got rid of the other two. I got abused three times in a row and just recently escaped that.

I recently called 988 because I'm struggling sooo much, especially with the mental illnesses and developmental problems I have (would rather not specify).

 

[puffymilk]

I'm doing okay. I'll be finishing my lunch (brunch?)

 

[Inanimate]

Restless but too sluggish and indolent to bother. I can’t stand being home, but where else can I go? Life is just so empty and miserable all the damn time, and I don’t know how I continue to tolerate it. Years of melancholy and despair mean nothing, so what’s one more?

 

[AvidFan]

Ploughing on. Of course I felt I got no sleep at all but my heart rate data shows me in a rest state from about 2am to 6.30am so I maybe got a bit. Got a brutal day. Keep telling myself I've got through brutal days before, but this latest period has been something else. It seems I will feel shit whether I lie on the sofa trying to watch crap, or work, resting doesn't seem to make much difference, so maybe work will at least be a distraction. I'll hope to get through it in one piece.

 

[Lane]

Wiped out. Ok one minute, terrible the next. Been swinging from OK to awful and from optimistic to despair. So tired.

That must be difficult to deal with Avid. I hope it gets easier for you.

 

[Lane]

panicky, unworthy, disgusting

You may be feeling these things but theyre in no way true seabird. You are such a kind person, not to mention talentented artist. Please see yourself the way others do.

 

[Lane]

My oldest daughter responded to my text. She said that maybe we could meet in a few months. By then her baby will be almost one year, but the whole point is to also see my daughter. I have so many memories of when she was a baby, but I'm living in the past. To her, I'm probably just a nuisance, but I still can't understand how she can just discard me like that. I know in her eyes I've done the wrong things, but how about forgiveness? My older son tells me she doesn't need me, she has a good job, her family, money. She's only 30. It's a bit harsh of him to say, I think but it still hurts.

 

[Lane]

Frustrated. Apparently the infection is not gone and I have pain. Also, we have an incoming snowstorm and not able to get myself to a doctor until next week. Same for my cat, who is sick also.

That's tough Angie. I hope you and your kitty feel better soon.

 

[AvidFan]

I have had my breakfast and my blood pressure has stabilised to a normal level. Throughout this episode, it's been reassuring to keep an eye on my vitals and have generally normal blood pressure and heart rate, suggesting my body isn't going insane with stress, even if my mind sometimes is.

 

[AvidFan]

That must be difficult to deal with Avid. I hope it gets easier for you.

Thank you @Lane

 

[AmberMarie]

Un....

 

[Windhover]

I'm on the couch, physically ill, I guess at this level of sadness it wreaks havoc on my immune system. I got dizzy and nauseous yesterday, & despite getting mad & telling it to f*** off, it didn't. I'm supposed to go for a run later but at this point doesn't look likely.

I am grateful for SF

hugs

 

[AvidFan]

Broken. I was already on my knees and life is repeatedly punching me in the face. Couldn't make it up, the amount of things that have happened when I just wanted to try to get through the day in one piece. I was ill to start with, this bullshit could finish me.

 

[Windhover]

We're here for you @AvidFan . I'm not un-broken, but can offer understanding. Please take care of yourself.

🩷

 

[AvidFan]

We're here for you @AvidFan . I'm not un-broken, but can offer understanding. Please take care of yourself.

🩷

Thanks @seabird ❤️❤️❤️ And @SF

 

[PrincessPure]

May my PMS be the reason I’m sensitive but I got mad at my friend for telling me to trim my split ends for like the 5th time, does she think she is a beauty queen or smth?