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How Are You Feeling Right Now?
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I'm feeling quite relaxed and content. I'm usually happy if I don't have multiple stresses all going on at once. Fingers crossed for now I survived a horrible 2 months with health issues and everything else life could throw at me. Hopefully I can have a quiet nice spring and maybe even get out to the coast.
Just batch cooking some quinoa so I can eat a bit healthier than pasta in the week. Settling down to watch the tennis.
Right now I'm glad I didn't throw in the towel at the bus driver when all the crap was going on. Will try to do better at dealing with stress. I've been playing some hypnosis audio, helps me relax and I do notice a bit of a difference, I would recommend it!
Just batch cooking some quinoa so I can eat a bit healthier than pasta in the week. Settling down to watch the tennis.
Right now I'm glad I didn't throw in the towel at the bus driver when all the crap was going on. Will try to do better at dealing with stress. I've been playing some hypnosis audio, helps me relax and I do notice a bit of a difference, I would recommend it!
1,5 - I could not walk more than 8000 steps yesterday and not today. Right foot three blisters - big ones... and here in pharmacies, you cannot get anything... Clear - the people here are used to walk in heat and long distance, they have simply a better natural protection. So I found a solution: Menstrual pads! Just put them there = pain gone. So, tomorrow morning at 07:00 we will start again and until I leave here (in 2 weeks) we will make 300.000 steps (25.000 day), and will be nearly free of any medication. Please excuse me - it's NOT meant as a gender thingy, o.k.? Its just the only possibility I found.
Calmer than I normally would be. Had some bullshit at work - I tried to help a client proactively with scheduling, seeing as there are a load of bank holidays coming up. They reacted very weirdly, saying they would rather cancel all their appointments than be messed about postponing them... (I didn't postpone any, I was thinking ahead to future meetings). People are fucking nuts but it's not my problem. I think the hypnotherapy messages are sinking in 😊
I’m feeling defeated. I’m trying this hard to survive, and for what? Will anyone even care if I’m still around, or will it just be that many more years of being criticized? I never tell my 3d friends and family much about what I’m going through. And I’m sure they care. The people who I need to impress, though, have 100 other people they could hire, so their question is why should they hire me? If I knew that, I would already have a new job. I feel like I’m tilting at windmills, and I would rather just go to sleep forever.