How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Lane]

I feel like everything is falling apart. I feel so alone and like I have no friends

Im sorry life is so hard right now. You have us here @meow124.

 

[Lane]

I'm trying to find some sustainable emotional/mental place above the attitude of 'I give up.' I'm still doing nominal amount of stuff for hygeine, food and workouts. Work has gone to a weird output but that's alright I suppose. I was talking to someone today about ADD. As a consequence of the conversation, I'm fairly certain I have always had it. They were saying work and pretty much everything is easier when they're on medication.

Hi @seabird. Would you consider taking the meds?

 

[Lane]

Tired, out of energy, and quite a bit overwhelmed.

I hope things get easier for you @AmberMarie .

 

[Lane]

Tired i feel like my brain is working in slow motion. Im already dreading going to sleep and its only 5pm. I really want to kill myself.

Sorry to hear about those intrusive thoughts. I wish you peace real soon.

 

[AvidFan]

In a state of re-entry shock which I hope is just recalibration and not a permanent state. Do not feel good so far on first day back to work. Don't even want to start replying to things. No meetings, but backlog to deal with. Going to try to take it easy if I can.

 

[Lane]

I'm having another good day today. I believe I'm up to 3 days now, which is atypical for me. I hope I can keep it up!

That's awesome @Pebble mouse.

 

[Lane]

I have many feelings about the situation with my oldest daughter, my first born. Ive come to the realization that she may never talk to me again. I get angry, I think that she's being mean and judgemental. I know after years that it's not me, it's her choice. Why cant she find it in her heart to let things go?

 

[Lane]

In a state of re-entry shock which I hope is just recalibration and not a permanent state. Do not feel good so far on first day back to work. Don't even want to start replying to things. No meetings, but backlog to deal with. Going to try to take it easy if I can.

I hope you have a smooth week Avid.

 

[AvidFan]

I hope you have a smooth week Avid.

You too @Lane ❤️

 

[Something.idk]

I have many feelings about the situation with my oldest daughter, my first born. Ive come to the realization that she may never talk to me again. I get angry, I think that she's being mean and judgemental. I know after years that it's not me, it's her choice. Why cant she find it in her heart to let things go?

I'm sorry about your daughter.

 

[puffymilk]

Feeling great, listening to music

 

[AmberMarie]

@Lane
You have so much passion and kindness for everyone! i am 99% sure everyone appreciates it as much as i do! Thank you!

@puffymilk
That is so amazing to hear. Positives are a few n far between for me (us), so seeing them reminds me that there can be and is a light at the end of the dark tunnels. i appreciate you posting this.

 

[AmberMarie]

i am feeling hopeful. For the first time in many years i am hopeful that these injections may work this time.

 

[MAC0]

Not great at all been a horrid new year so far had a pipe in the toilet burst so not only are we down to one toilet but also ended up flooding much of the room and kitchen storage area then on top of that had 3 items of tech break are kettle my ps5 and my mums Ipad

and people wonder why I do not like New year its the same old rubbish messing up as last nothing changes

 

[puffymilk]

i am feeling hopeful. For the first time in many years i am hopeful that these injections may work this time.

Glad to hear you're feeling hopeful as well

 

[AvidFan]

Not great at all been a horrid new year so far had a pipe in the toilet burst so not only are we down to one toilet but also ended up flooding much of the room and kitchen storage area then on top of that had 3 items of tech break are kettle my ps5 and my mums Ipad

and people wonder why I do not like New year its the same old rubbish messing up as last nothing changes

😬 Sorry to hear about your disasters.

 

[AvidFan]

Tired.

 

[Something.idk]

Not great at all been a horrid new year so far had a pipe in the toilet burst so not only are we down to one toilet but also ended up flooding much of the room and kitchen storage area then on top of that had 3 items of tech break are kettle my ps5 and my mums Ipad

and people wonder why I do not like New year its the same old rubbish messing up as last nothing changes

Not the ps5!!

 

[LumberJack]

Awkward. I am waiting for my coffee at a cafe, but I am neurodivergent so I can’t stop fidgeting and looking around all over the place like a paranoid squirrel. I actually picked up my phone to post this so that I would be less likely to draw attention.

I also fear that my jumpiness attracts suspicion, because sometimes it does. I have a hell of a time getting thru airport security, which makes me feel even more nervous, which causes me to appear even more sketchy, which attracts more attention from ppl with guns, repeat. I have just not traveled for years now. I’m no better with cops if I get pulled over. I have heard a lot of normies talking about how psych conditions are losing their stigma. My reaction to this is dismay. I mean, it used to be even worse? Yikes 😬

 

[LumberJack]

Not great at all been a horrid new year so far had a pipe in the toilet burst so not only are we down to one toilet but also ended up flooding much of the room and kitchen storage area then on top of that had 3 items of tech break are kettle my ps5 and my mums Ipad

and people wonder why I do not like New year its the same old rubbish messing up as last nothing changes

My condolences. I once killed a laptop by spilling soda on it. Luckily it was mainly the keyboard so I could use an external one until I could replace it. I’m pretty sure a ps5 costs about 3x what my laptop from Staples cost me.