How Are You Feeling Right Now?

[Windhover]

Woke up with thoughts on fire as they spin around, trapped, no solutions to any of the problems.

 

[Angie]

I feel decent, a bit restless, but thats ok.

Looking forward to church tomorrow.

 

[Inanimate]

I finally adjusted to my class schedule, and I’m consistently getting good sleep even without my insomnia medication. On the other hand, I’ve traded good hygiene and self-care. Somehow I feel more depressed and lonely even though I’m getting my life back; I ascribe it to a loss of patience due to the notion of progress being slow and inadequate. A part of me resists even the briefest feelings of satisfaction and pride because I’m afraid that I’ll get stuck where I am again if I let up.

 

[LumberJack]

its going to be a blue sky sunny day, so i need to get going.

I just had a flash on the image of the Disney Snow White movie where the main character is outdoors singing and all the woodland birds come to join in, lol.

 

[LumberJack]

I just had a flash on the image of the Disney Snow White movie where the main character is outdoors singing and all the woodland birds come to join in, lol.

Found a YouTube clip: https://youtu.be/khmrr7-W6BA

 

[may71]

I think it would actually require one to become hyper-sane, as in so perceptive and effective with reality that it seems crazy to people bound by social conditioning.

I guess one could take the perspective that the dualistic perspective is insane because it leads to suffering. From a dualistic perspective, a non-dualistic perspective is insane because you would see an enemy and a friend as the same, a bag of jewels and a bag of garbage as the same, etc.

 

[Lostman85]

Feeling kind of down. Very tired and exhausted and it's a crappy day out.

 

[Inastorm]

I have a job to move right now - been working in the garden for 11 and half hours. Lovely sunny day and got the fence pretty much finished.

 

[Baywasp]

I'm really worried that something I said on a phone call at work is going to be misinterpreted and misrepresented and that I will get in trouble. I probably could have been slightly more polite, but I didn't say anything "wrong" but that doesn't comfort me because I've spent my whole life being misinterpreted, and no one ever seems willing give me the benefit of the doubt.

 

[LumberJack]

I’m hurting. That’s all I can say right now. It, I mean everything, just hurts. I’m not injured, but I feel broken anyway. I want to be taken apart and used as spares so that I could be useful somehow and not have to hurt like this anymore.

 

[ClassicsFan]

Sore.

 

[chiastic_slide]

Very depressed after the surgery. Can’t do what I want. The pain really isn’t that bad with painkillers, but very annoying. Think it is making me exhausted thru sensory overload.

Really wasn’t that minor of surgery that I envisioned. Have to cancel the weeks appointments.

 

[Lane]

I feel pretty good because I have my daughter, son and his girlfriend home. I like having my children around and a busy house at times. It helps me not think so much.

Today my son and friend are putting in the microwave. Thinking if I should make breakfast for everyone. Maybe I'll just get bagels.hope everyone here is doing as well as possible and has a peaceful Sunday.

 

[Lane]

Very depressed after the surgery. Can’t do what I want. The pain really isn’t that bad with painkillers, but very annoying. Think it is making me exhausted thru sensory overload.

Really wasn’t that minor of surgery that I envisioned. Have to cancel the weeks appointments.

I wish you a speedy recovery @chiastic_slide.

 

[Lane]

I’m hurting. That’s all I can say right now. It, I mean everything, just hurts. I’m not injured, but I feel broken anyway. I want to be taken apart and used as spares so that I could be useful somehow and not have to hurt like this anymore.

I hope you can get some relief real soon @LumberJack. Just you being is enough.

 

[Lane]

Feeling kind of down. Very tired and exhausted and it's a crappy day out.

I hope you can get some rest @Lostman85. It is crappy out this weekend. Wish it would be nice out on weekends and rain during the week while at work. Hope you have a good Sunday.

 

[crowgarden]

I don't know. I just wanna close my eyes and die.

 

[ClassicsFan]

Stressed.

 

[ClassicsFan]

In pain.

 

[AnHeroTransGirl]

I feel terrible. The Internet is out again. I can't expect it to get fixed without some extreme anger/begging knowing my girlfriend. "I didn't grow up with the Internet all the time" yeah because you're 5 years older than I am. I grew up online, you didn't. As much as it's a pain, the Internet is a need nowadays. Especially for me who literally does stuff online and has a Patreon that I need to make (not a lot but still not zero) money from. One of these days I feel like connection problems are gonna be the end of me because "waiting it out fixed nothing.