How are you today 1-10?

[another world]

10 im struggling still got to go to work. Worried about everything

Glad you were able to post.

 

[Lostman85]

10 im to tired to go on

 

[cev77]

7, thoughts are terrible but I'm actually pretty functional today despite that.

 

[1964dodge]

5 so far, but only because I'm forcing myself to do stuff in order to stay busy. I rate 5 instead of 4 because it impacts my cognitive faculties. I feel dumb. I struggle with some hobbies because I'm not able to think properly. This is really frustrating. Good thing I'm on sick leave, because I really can't work.

 

[1964dodge]

10 seems to be my number. Im trying but failing to beat this. Im trying everything and end up right back to feeling this way. I really don't know why im here. Don't feel needed or wanted anywhere i go. It seems im just not worth it. I cant go anywhere or talk to anyone. I get angry or upset. Had another bad day at work. Everything went wrong and my thoughts were really hurting me. I even cut my arm but don't even feel the pain. I don't feel much of anything anymore. I messing my life up the more I stick around. I only hurt people's feelings I cant even talk to my coworkers. Thinking only of dieing all day. I always it would just happen. I really hope it does soon.

 

[1964dodge]

Thanks Mike but doctors dont want to help me. I just feel i dont know if it will help. I keep getting turned down unless I pay high payments. I see the therapist that cant really help me. I think they say im joke. Why would I be upset or suicidal. Im just a nobody. Just another statistic. No problem. Thank you tho.

please don't give up

mike.....

 

[1964dodge]

7, thoughts are terrible but I'm actually pretty functional today despite that.

i hope today is better, at least a little

mike...

 

[1964dodge]

2 not perfect but close enough lol

mike

 

[cev77]

i hope today is better, at least a little

mike...

Thank you, this morning has been alright so far!

 

[DarkNightshade]

Solid 6. Motivation is gone. I jump from random activity to random activity, but nothing really sticks.

 

[MrCellophane]

today i am at 6. i feel very bad and want to isolate myself. but not the absolute worst i been so far. last night though it was a higher number.

 

[Evael]

3. Emotionally dull.

 

[deadendlose]

I'm a 4 at best.

 

[CrossedSeas]

Today is a 3. It feels odd to feel excited by that, but after last week of sitting at 8-10, this feels a heck of a lot better.

 

[1Lefty]

I'm a 4 at best.

Hi @deadendlose
Welcome to SF, we're a caring and supportive community of people helping each other
I hope you'll find some comfort here
You matter

peace

 

[LumberJack]

5. I could be better, could be worse. The pain and fear is palpable, but I also see that it is based on cognitive distortion rather than anything happening outside of my brain.

 

[AnHeroTransGirl]

4 currently. I'm trying to keep a level head, but internally I feel scared, stressed, and worried.

 

[Deadsoon]

10. I don't belong here. I'm ready to crossover.

 

[another world]

10. I don't belong here. I'm ready to crossover.

Sounds rough, I hope you feel more like a 9 or better soon.

 

[DarkNightshade]

6. I suck.