How are you today 1-10?

[Lostman85]

Thank you, really appreciate it. I know you are going through stuff yourself so it shows you are a kind person. You're not alone either ❤️

Please don't think im a good person im not. I just don't want you or anybody feeling this way. Its not easy to do anything alone especially when your going through a hard time. Your a good person. Just try to relax and take easy on yourself. Stay safe and have a better day.

 

[Lostman85]

10 everything is going wrong

 

[psychharmed]

8 per usual. Don’t see this number ever changing.

 

[may71]

Sending hugs to anyone who would like hugs

 

[Dude111]

9 or 10... I am very,very sad..


Why am I here on this shit hole??

Im not mean like most are....

Someone help me get my friends back before its too late

 

[anona123]

9 or 10. My life will never change in a meaningful enough way to come down from that.
a few other users speak the same way. Why should we need to endure this? There is actual suffering.
peaceful methods of assisted dying should be available. Not everyone is meant for this world, or can be saved.

 

[Dude111]

Im so sorry sweetie


I know how you feel!!

 

[DarkNightshade]

6
Taking time off work was definitely the right call. Trying to keep my mind busy. I'll try to exercise later.

 

[DarkNightshade]

I was at a 10 in the night. Really wanted to open the cupboard, fish my method out, and feel the relief of going into a proper deep sleep one last time. I've had some coffee, I've cancelled a meeting I really didn't want to go through on top of everything else this week. I look at my diary and its dead, no money incoming, so ironic that I had almost 3 days of meetings booked in tomorrow. So I'm moving some and spreading things out a bit. I need time to think, time to breathe, time to try to sort my health and sanity out and then the other shit later, I can't do the other shit if I'm in crisis. So I'm probably down to a 6 or 7. I'm just trying to distract myself before I have to do work meetings/calls this afternoon. I've had so little sleep for weeks now, my body's gone wrong, and my brain is just screaming for an escape or stop to it.

I just want to congratulate you. It really is no small feat to fight your mind like you did. Glad you chose coffee instead. Take care.

 

[AvidFan]

10 everything is going wrong

 

[AvidFan]

I just want to congratulate you. It really is no small feat to fight your mind like you did. Glad you chose coffee instead. Take care.

Thank you

 

[Evael]

3. Little bit dejected.

 

[1964dodge]

Thank you mike 🙂

Hugs are much appreciated. I send some your way too. (h)

you're welcome and thank you for the hugs back

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

10 everything is going wrong

if you are a 10 please call your doctor so you can be safe. i hope you are better today

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

2 so a good day

mike

 

[1964dodge]

Well hope you feel better and get to a 1. You deserve that. Keep your head up.

thank you @Lostman85

mike.....

 

[DarkNightshade]

5 so far, but only because I'm forcing myself to do stuff in order to stay busy. I rate 5 instead of 4 because it impacts my cognitive faculties. I feel dumb. I struggle with some hobbies because I'm not able to think properly. This is really frustrating. Good thing I'm on sick leave, because I really can't work.

 

[Lostman85]

10 seems to be my number. Im trying but failing to beat this. Im trying everything and end up right back to feeling this way. I really don't know why im here. Don't feel needed or wanted anywhere i go. It seems im just not worth it. I cant go anywhere or talk to anyone. I get angry or upset. Had another bad day at work. Everything went wrong and my thoughts were really hurting me. I even cut my arm but don't even feel the pain. I don't feel much of anything anymore. I messing my life up the more I stick around. I only hurt people's feelings I cant even talk to my coworkers. Thinking only of dieing all day. I always it would just happen. I really hope it does soon.

 

[Lostman85]

if you are a 10 please call your doctor so you can be safe. i hope you are better today

mike....

Thanks Mike but doctors dont want to help me. I just feel i dont know if it will help. I keep getting turned down unless I pay high payments. I see the therapist that cant really help me. I think they say im joke. Why would I be upset or suicidal. Im just a nobody. Just another statistic. No problem. Thank you tho.

 

[Lostman85]

10 im struggling still got to go to work. Worried about everything