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How are you today 1-10?

AvidFan

Retired Cat Staff
SF Supporter
I was at a 10 in the night. Really wanted to open the cupboard, fish my method out, and feel the relief of going into a proper deep sleep one last time. I've had some coffee, I've cancelled a meeting I really didn't want to go through on top of everything else this week. I look at my diary and its dead, no money incoming, so ironic that I had almost 3 days of meetings booked in tomorrow. So I'm moving some and spreading things out a bit. I need time to think, time to breathe, time to try to sort my health and sanity out and then the other shit later, I can't do the other shit if I'm in crisis. So I'm probably down to a 6 or 7. I'm just trying to distract myself before I have to do work meetings/calls this afternoon. I've had so little sleep for weeks now, my body's gone wrong, and my brain is just screaming for an escape or stop to it.
 

Lostman85

Well-Known Member
I was at a 10 in the night. Really wanted to open the cupboard, fish my method out, and feel the relief of going into a proper deep sleep one last time. I've had some coffee, I've cancelled a meeting I really didn't want to go through on top of everything else this week. I look at my diary and its dead, no money incoming, so ironic that I had almost 3 days of meetings booked in tomorrow. So I'm moving some and spreading things out a bit. I need time to think, time to breathe, time to try to sort my health and sanity out and then the other shit later, I can't do the other shit if I'm in crisis. So I'm probably down to a 6 or 7. I'm just trying to distract myself before I have to do work meetings/calls this afternoon. I've had so little sleep for weeks now, my body's gone wrong, and my brain is just screaming for an escape or stop to it.
Im glad you are still with us today. I hope you feel better. Everything will get better and you are doing the right thing by thinking before acting even though the thoughts want different. I get its hard to do things feeling the way you are. Things will get better i promise. If you need to talk I dont sleep nomore so you can message me and will talk with you. Im here you don't have to do it alone cause you ain't alone. Stay strong. You can get through this rough time. *hug
 

AvidFan

Retired Cat Staff
SF Supporter
Im glad you are still with us today. I hope you feel better. Everything will get better and you are doing the right thing by thinking before acting even though the thoughts want different. I get its hard to do things feeling the way you are. Things will get better i promise. If you need to talk I dont sleep nomore so you can message me and will talk with you. Im here you don't have to do it alone cause you ain't alone. Stay strong. You can get through this rough time. *hug
Thank you, really appreciate it. I know you are going through stuff yourself so it shows you are a kind person. You're not alone either ❤️
 

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