I'm not good at writing so let's just get right into it. I just randomly shouted at my family. They didn't do anything wrong, they just said the wrong things in the wrong moment. I shouted, I hit the fridge with my hands, I don't know why, I didn't think. Went upstairs, slammed the door and know I'm lying in the dark feeling guilty. I'm such an idiot. I mean I know I didn't do anything really horrible, I didn't hurt anyone (at least not physically) but this has been happing often recently. Why do I keep loosing control? I feel like this makes me weird, like a freak. An aggressive immature freak. And this is just one of the things going in my mind right now, it's just too much. Sorry for the rant. This probably makes no sense, and sorry about my bad english. Thanks if you read all this.