I feel nothing


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So I’m in the most amazing relationship with the kindest, most generous and supportive man in the world. I’m super in love with him and I love spending time with him.

The problem is that when I’m depressed I very often dissociate and just tend to feel nothing. I can’t even cry when I’m feeling that low. And the most upsetting part is that I don’t have any feelings for him when I’m depressed. I feel terrible when this happens.

I’ve never been diagnosed as having BPD but this seems to be just another one of the symptoms that links up to what I’m experiencing on and off.

Has anyone else experienced this? How do you cope? I don’t want this to ruin my relationship.

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