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  1. CBunny9

    I feel nothing

    So I’m in the most amazing relationship with the kindest, most generous and supportive man in the world. I’m super in love with him and I love spending time with him. The problem is that when I’m depressed I very often dissociate and just tend to feel nothing. I can’t even cry when I’m...
  2. jckl.nthbutu1104

    I 've broken most of my relationships

    I understand that there's no way to go back to the past. But I am deeply ashamed of my foolish behaviors when my depression ruined my mind. At the end of my last few school year, I've lost my control and treated others in a very arrogant and not nice way. When I pretended to be so selfish that I...
  3. CBunny9

    New relationship ... and the best so far

    Idk how to start or what to say. I’m just so happy with him. I’ve never felt like this with anyone. Usually when I’m in a relationship I have this feeling of lingering doubt, like, “Hmmm idk if this is it, do I really like him or do I just want to be with someone?” But with him I’m so sure I...
  4. Lestat

    Perfect girl but she's a demon made to destroy myself and everyone who comes in contact with her

    I met this girl and I'm not joking when I say she is almost perfect. The problem is she is so broken and unstable that I can't be in a relationship with her anymore. Every 2 days I'm dealing with a different person who just wants to destroy everything. She is incredibly manipulative, which is...
  5. Mayarian

    (rant) im tired being an evil ones

    I talked with my mom and somehow it turned to a upsetting things. Since a child I never can be a 'talkative' and 'friendly' kids, I always being quiet and avoid people unless I knew the person for a long time. I guess it was just my nature that I dont like to communicate much unless its...
  6. Skyler Stiner

    Plenty of fish in the sea

    Hey Im new to this site and nobody knows me but i think I will feel better if someone talks back. I have been on probation for a couple months now in <mod edit - Location> and I feel like crap. Everyone I used to talk to no longer cares about me and I cant seem to feel valued in new...
  7. K

    Rejection from all angles

    For as long as I can remember, I have always had people who would call me a "friend" but would never act like they wanted to be my friend. I often hear/see these people go out together and have great times, but I'm always looking from the outside and never because I'm apart of it. I would be if...
  8. Indigos

    It's all piling up and I can't dig my way out

    My grandmother had a stroke in February of this year. The day before that I found out my girlfriend had cheated on me and slept with someone. After we break up she starts dating a new guy and she doesn't know his last name. I constantly saw her in school with him, he was usually kissing her and...
  9. PersonaNonGrata

    How do I get out of a toxic relationship?

    Hi, I'm new here, 5 mins ago I was looking for ways to commit suicide, now I just want to write down everything that has led me to this point to see if there is a way forward. I'm 40, I'm married with one child who is the light of my life and my only reason for living. I have been married for...
  10. S

    I don't know

    I suffer from ptsd as a result of a sexual assault when I was 11 and sexual abuse from my ex when I was 17. After I left him I began a spree of sexual deviance. As a form of "reacting" to my traumas I slept with 5 guys in 2 years and I feel supremely ashamed of myself. I am now in a very good...
  11. sisyphus

    Random Venting

    Feel free to ignore this. I just HAVE to vent before my mind blows... I understand no one can give advice on that and I am sorry haha I just needed to pour it all out of my chest... __________ It can only get harder. It is downhill from now on. I gave up on all of my college duties. And I am...
  12. moonshadow00

    So alone

    Lately, I've been seeing the bad side of things a lot more and just isolating myself. My relationship feels so one-sided now even though not even 3 months ago he proposed. which honestly I feel was just him realizing he loved me but he never wants to listen to me but I always listen to him but...
  13. N

    Self destructive relationship

    Hello all I am currently in a weird situation. I am in a relationship and I need help figuring out how to stop sabotaging it. I really love this guy that I am with, but I have no self worth and I don't feel like anyone could love me and actually want to be with me. I keep asking him why and...
  14. Najona

    My sister hates me and I don't know what to do

    hello everyone, This is actually my first time posting (a very long post too) and I hope I'm not making any mistakes here. In case this thread should be posted somewhere else please let me know. Plus, I'm not a native English speaker but I'm trying my best to explain my situation as well as...
  15. A

    I need help because I don't know what to do anymore

    I was with my girlfriend for 1 and a half years. We were living together as both of us are in college, and had moved in with each other. Our lives revolved around each other. But we had a fight where I pushed her and she hurt herself, and then I tried consuming pills, and that did not bode well...
  16. Jack D

    About time I admitted it..

    So.. its been a long time since I posted anything on this website. I thought I was okay, I thought I was stable and things were finally looking up... but I think I was just kidding myself. I think its about time I admitted something that I suppose I should have known all along. I am/was in an...
  17. Arwen

    The growing list of people I've opened up to about my depression...

    My ex:mad: My boyfriend :) My best friend at home My mum My close friend at Uni A few months ago this was zeroooo, until i was forced to deal with it when my ex found out about it. After that it was really hard to open up to people and trust them, but now I think that I'm starting to overcome...
  18. Shreya

    Trying to move on

    I met this guy a little over a year ago for the second time. I knew him when we worked together 3 years before. I had moved cities. We work in the same company and he was on an official visit. Since he was a friend from way back I asked him out for a friendly drink. He is much older than me and...
  19. T

    Boyfriend is leaving me and I don't know what to do

    I thought we were in love and we'd be together forever and all that crap but he's come out of nowhere and said he's not happy and it's completely destroyed me. He says he loves me still. I cried and begged and now we are having a week break for us both to think then we are going to talk about...
  20. Beka

    Partner's possible abusive ex

    Hey so it's been a really long time since I've felt the need to come here and post but I didn't know where else to ask for advice really. So he's not my partner but a new guy I'm seeing. It's been going pretty good, he's in the army so we've only been on one date and it was amazing, I've never...
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