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I thought it would be good to get out my thoughts and feelings about relationships. I fucking hate the experience of being in a relationship. I hate everything about it. It fucking sucks so much. There is literally nothing good about it at all. What it ends up being every single time is me...

Hey, if you been in the chat the past few days you probably know what this is about. If not, let me explain. About 5 months ago, while in a Poly relationship, I meet a transwomen like myself that I really hit it off with. She was homeless too. I decide to get a hotel for 3 days to get her off...

Very short abbreviation of what is happening. My wife and I are best friends. Love each other. Everything is almost perfect except for physical intimacy... Brief history.. Year 94-97 - First bout of MDD (Major Depressive Disorder) for me, I recover. Year 96-2003 - In college and after, lots...

I do not get along with my father. And because I don't like my sister-in-law, the entire family, enticed by my brother, decided to shut me off the family. Things were already bad. Now they banned me from visiting them. Yeah, weird as fuck and the words were spoken by my mother. She used to be my...

I'm back again after a while, hi i hope everyone's doing well, I'll try to summarize my situation and please help me if you been in similar situation or if you have an idea, cuz I'm kind desperate... This is about a relationship I've been in for the past year, I met a girl back in Dec 2019...

Has anyone on here had experience being in a relationship with a real life yandere? For those who don't know "Yandere" is derived from the Japanese words yanderu, meaning insane or sick, and deredere, meaning affectionate or loving. Simply put, a yandere is someone who is lovesick; someone who...

So I’m in the most amazing relationship with the kindest, most generous and supportive man in the world. I’m super in love with him and I love spending time with him. The problem is that when I’m depressed I very often dissociate and just tend to feel nothing. I can’t even cry when I’m...

I understand that there's no way to go back to the past. But I am deeply ashamed of my foolish behaviors when my depression ruined my mind. At the end of my last few school year, I've lost my control and treated others in a very arrogant and not nice way. When I pretended to be so selfish that I...

Idk how to start or what to say. I’m just so happy with him. I’ve never felt like this with anyone. Usually when I’m in a relationship I have this feeling of lingering doubt, like, “Hmmm idk if this is it, do I really like him or do I just want to be with someone?” But with him I’m so sure I...

I met this girl and I'm not joking when I say she is almost perfect. The problem is she is so broken and unstable that I can't be in a relationship with her anymore. Every 2 days I'm dealing with a different person who just wants to destroy everything. She is incredibly manipulative, which is...

I talked with my mom and somehow it turned to a upsetting things. Since a child I never can be a 'talkative' and 'friendly' kids, I always being quiet and avoid people unless I knew the person for a long time. I guess it was just my nature that I dont like to communicate much unless its...

Hey Im new to this site and nobody knows me but i think I will feel better if someone talks back. I have been on probation for a couple months now in <mod edit - Location> and I feel like crap. Everyone I used to talk to no longer cares about me and I cant seem to feel valued in new...

For as long as I can remember, I have always had people who would call me a "friend" but would never act like they wanted to be my friend. I often hear/see these people go out together and have great times, but I'm always looking from the outside and never because I'm apart of it. I would be if...

My grandmother had a stroke in February of this year. The day before that I found out my girlfriend had cheated on me and slept with someone. After we break up she starts dating a new guy and she doesn't know his last name. I constantly saw her in school with him, he was usually kissing her and...

Hi, I'm new here, 5 mins ago I was looking for ways to commit suicide, now I just want to write down everything that has led me to this point to see if there is a way forward. I'm 40, I'm married with one child who is the light of my life and my only reason for living. I have been married for...

I suffer from ptsd as a result of a sexual assault when I was 11 and sexual abuse from my ex when I was 17. After I left him I began a spree of sexual deviance. As a form of "reacting" to my traumas I slept with 5 guys in 2 years and I feel supremely ashamed of myself. I am now in a very good...

Feel free to ignore this. I just HAVE to vent before my mind blows... I understand no one can give advice on that and I am sorry haha I just needed to pour it all out of my chest... __________ It can only get harder. It is downhill from now on. I gave up on all of my college duties. And I am...

Lately, I've been seeing the bad side of things a lot more and just isolating myself. My relationship feels so one-sided now even though not even 3 months ago he proposed. which honestly I feel was just him realizing he loved me but he never wants to listen to me but I always listen to him but...

Hello all I am currently in a weird situation. I am in a relationship and I need help figuring out how to stop sabotaging it. I really love this guy that I am with, but I have no self worth and I don't feel like anyone could love me and actually want to be with me. I keep asking him why and...

hello everyone, This is actually my first time posting (a very long post too) and I hope I'm not making any mistakes here. In case this thread should be posted somewhere else please let me know. Plus, I'm not a native English speaker but I'm trying my best to explain my situation as well as...