I just need to end it, I can’t do this anymore

[Court]

I’m sorry you are struggling. What plans do you have for today? Sometimes getting away from everything else, taking a walk, noticing the autumn changes can be really calming. Focus on just you and not what everyone else is doing or saying. xx

Hi there,

I haven’t got many plans, feeling tired so might stay in bed! Not great but it will have to do! Thank you though x

 

[Holding my breath]

Hi there,

I haven’t got many plans, feeling tired so might stay in bed! Not great but it will have to do! Thank you though x

From experience, the day will pass and feel nonexistent and a waste if you stay in bed. It may feel safe now but later when the day is nearly over there will be dread of more of the same tomorrow. If you can get out, away from the things which upset you, stress you out, give your brain and emotions a little break, you might be able to see there is a chance for tomorrow.

 

[Court]

From experience, the day will pass and feel nonexistent and a waste if you stay in bed. It may feel safe now but later when the day is nearly over there will be dread of more of the same tomorrow. If you can get out, away from the things which upset you, stress you out, give your brain and emotions a little break, you might be able to see there is a chance for tomorrow.

I might try bake something! Won’t go to plan but it’s getting myself out of bed so anything is a plus!

 

[Holding my breath]

I might try bake something! Won’t go to plan but it’s getting myself out of bed so anything is a plus!

Great idea. Let us know how it goes. Take a photo and share it. I’m always up for a slice of cake. Xx

 

[Court]

Great idea. Let us know how it goes. Take a photo and share it. I’m always up for a slice of cake. Xx

I’ll definitely do it now!x

 

[Court]

Making it soon

Great idea. Let us know how it goes. Take a photo and share it. I’m always up for a slice of cake. Xx

 

[Court]

Feeling suicidal again

 

[teeboy68]

What are you thinking that's making g you feel this way though?

 

[Court]

What are you thinking that's making g you feel this way though?

My psychosis

 

[Holding my breath]

Making it soon

How’s it going with the cake?
keep focusing on doing something in the here and now.

 

[Court]

How’s it going with the cake?
keep focusing on doing something in the here and now.

I’m trying

 

[Court]

How’s it going with the cake?
keep focusing on doing something in the here and now.

 

[Court]

I want to be gone

 

[AvidFan]

That's way better than any cake I could bake!!!! I wish I could get a slice.

 

[Court]

It’s delicious

 

[Holding my breath]

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Yay!!!! Way to go! You did amazing. Save me a slice.

 

[Court]

Yay!!!! Way to go! You did amazing. Save me a slice.

Of course I will <3

 

[Court]

Yay!!!! Way to go! You did amazing. Save me a slice.

Huge piece?

 

[teeboy68]

Can I have some. What a talent. You should feel good about yourself for doing that.

 

[Court]

Feeling like I’m not good enough well I know I’m not but still

Can I have some. What a talent. You should feel good about yourself for doing that.

aw of course you can have some! I used a box mix though so cheated