suicidal feelings

I feel so overwhelmed, and my job is making me sick at this point. I hate it. But I can't do anything else, I feel like I'm too weak to handle this 9/5 workday thing. I want to be free, to be free of these burdens, to be myself, to be happy. But reality won't have it. And I will suffer like...

It's not that I only don't think I have a future. I can't imagine a future that works. Everything I see a few years from now is... Bleak. I see people making plans and looking forward and I envy them. I envy the fact that they have the opportunity and strength and the capability of wishing for...

I did not know I have an underlying issue.. being mental then adding to it without the person knowing, it’s been hard. i want to make all it stop, I still just don’t know how. Statistics WOW I feel so stupid thinking 2022 was the beginning of the end and I also blame the medication for doing...

That's it, I can't take this anymore. I have become a mom to him. Cleaning everything after him, cooking for him, doing the laundry, dressing him, and making sure he has dry socks with him just because he refuses to look stupid in snow boots. Crying over all the money he spends, crying because...

Hi. I don’t feel like my life is going anywhere. Therapy is good but it doesn’t help in a big way. I think my biggest problem is that I really don’t care to be alive. I don’t care if I died tomorrow. I think the time I will take my life will come soon because I don’t think there is a life that I...

I’m in pieces, I’m struggling and no one listening I’m needing to escape I need to let go I can’t do this anymore. It’s to much pain I’m sorry. :(

"Why Father in heaven cannot take me away already?" That's what she said long time ago, and I was there hearing all that. She said that aloud just like that and so that I could hear it all. She had a fight with my dad earlier, and I was still young back then. And later on my parents were going...

I’m sorry I’m not pretty I’m sorry I’m not smart I’m sorry I’m failing I’m sorry I’m to blame I’m sorry I’m such a mess I’m sorry I can’t be proud I’m sorry I’m a person I’m sorry I was born I’m sorry you have to deal with me

Suicidal thoughts deserve coping resources and support. This short pdf guides you through ways to cope, understand and lessen thoughts of suicide.

For the past 2 years I've not received any wages. I used to work for my father, the jobs would include normally manual labour but there was a lot of variety. The issue is that I was always tasked to do the work no one else would want to do. He always said that he wants me to takeover the...

I feel im falling deeper and deeper into this pit of despair. I feel hopeless. I feel as if this is really the only place someone actually cares and listens to what i say and it all hurts. I find myself falling asleep more often and waking up at random hours to find myself unable to fall back...

Hi :) I had this idea and I thought it might be nice to try it out. Okay, how lifeline works is that you send a message to the last person to post in the thread (the post can be about how your feeling) so that you can check on them and make sure that they’re not doing anything harmful. The...

I don't feel like I have long left. I don't want to die, theres lots of things I love in life - but the pain is too great for me to keep going. Every time I have even a slight problem, my immediate thought is "Well, I can just kill myself to avoid this". I'm so exhausted. Hating myself every...

My grandma is getting heart surgery, and her health is just getting worse, and I know she won't live forever but whenever I think about her passing, all I can think about is how much happier I'll be if I just kill myself and follow her. I didn't have a dad, so she is basically my second parent...

I am in a rut. I took a few months off to care for my father while he recovered from cancer. Now it's time for me to go back to work, but I don't want to. I've wanted to leave for a while now. I have the option to take an immersive 3-month course. I used to look forward to the idea of this...

I am almost 30 and unemployed. My experience of life has never been that great. I am really shy, introverted, anxious, very pessimistic and an extremely negative thinker. I have no idea what I should do in life and I have no real interests. I have never been in love, never been in a...

Is wanting to die because the pain is too much the same as wanting to disappear? Sorry if this is not a clear question but I'll try and explain. I just noticed that most people that are suicidal have so much pain that they want an end to it. I for one am not in the same kind of pain that one...

I can't help but shake this feeling that I will eventually give up. I don't have anything in particular that I'm passionate about. I'm 22 and haven't started studying anything. I had no real job. I don't want a job either. I just want to do nothing. I've tried getting help and it's been almost a...

Hello this is only my second thread on this site and i feel like i need to vent this is probably the most appropriate place to do so so i decided to make a thread here. Anyway i want to start off by saying that i hate the western Neet and Hikikomori communities that exist on the internet why...

My parents think that I am getting better, nearing the end of depression, but little do they know how I am still suicidal. I can't tell them because they'll be hurt yet again and the entire cycle of guilt would be repeated. Meds are working, undoubtedly, but now that my self-written book is...