I recently told my husband I've never felt confident about anything. Ever.I told him this because we're at a crisis point in our lives. He was let go from his job. He's going to try to go freelance. As well as try to find regular work. But we lose our health insurance in less than a month. We'll figure something out about it, though.
I work part time and do a lot for our adult son, who has a disability (& who also was let go from his job too, recently).
I feel scared, pressured, panicky and guilty for feel that way and I just want to run away and hide. Every little request makes me anxious. I can swallow a xanax here and there, but the requests won't stop. And one big request is that I find a full-time job so I can get health insurance for us. I'm in my 60s. I just can't write up a resume with the dates of all my jobs and when I got whatever degrees I have...
Back to the lack of confidence: he's an extremely competent person. I feel like a total f-up next to him. Next to anyone.Why can't my meds make me feel really happier with myself?
Right now, he needs my emotional support and I don't feel like giving it to him. And I feel even worse about myself. I work part-time, but sometimes it's 6 days a week and that takes a toll.
I work part time and do a lot for our adult son, who has a disability (& who also was let go from his job too, recently).
I feel scared, pressured, panicky and guilty for feel that way and I just want to run away and hide. Every little request makes me anxious. I can swallow a xanax here and there, but the requests won't stop. And one big request is that I find a full-time job so I can get health insurance for us. I'm in my 60s. I just can't write up a resume with the dates of all my jobs and when I got whatever degrees I have...
Back to the lack of confidence: he's an extremely competent person. I feel like a total f-up next to him. Next to anyone.Why can't my meds make me feel really happier with myself?
Right now, he needs my emotional support and I don't feel like giving it to him. And I feel even worse about myself. I work part-time, but sometimes it's 6 days a week and that takes a toll.