After struggling through my first year at uni and nearly failing, then convincing myself i can get better and just work harder in my second year i've worn myself out sooooo much and feel worse than ever and know that i'm jst gonna fail this year if i carry on. And i'm scared if i try and carry on im just gonna feel more and more suicidal and actually end up doing it, which makes me terrified.
So i've decided to take the rest of the year off, away from stress and concentrate in getting better and doing the things i love so that i can return next year recovered (hopefully) and more confident and determined to finish my degree. It was a really hard decision cos ill be in the year bellow away from all my freinds and i wont know anyone but i know that its the right thing to do. And since making the decision i feel SOOOOOOO MUCH BETTER ALREADY! i cant believe how stressed uni made me feel! And a lot of my depression is heavily linked to my academic life and self confidence, so taking a year out will really benefit me ^_^ I'm so glad i had the strength to do it and admit that i need time to feel better.
Now i just need to tell all my friends and family :confused:
So i've decided to take the rest of the year off, away from stress and concentrate in getting better and doing the things i love so that i can return next year recovered (hopefully) and more confident and determined to finish my degree. It was a really hard decision cos ill be in the year bellow away from all my freinds and i wont know anyone but i know that its the right thing to do. And since making the decision i feel SOOOOOOO MUCH BETTER ALREADY! i cant believe how stressed uni made me feel! And a lot of my depression is heavily linked to my academic life and self confidence, so taking a year out will really benefit me ^_^ I'm so glad i had the strength to do it and admit that i need time to feel better.
Now i just need to tell all my friends and family :confused: