My roommate just told me I have 2 months to move out and find my own place to live. I'm up for the challenge of it, but I'm so f***ing afraid of being alone. She literately just told me this minutes ago, and the first thing that came to my mind is how no one will talk to me, how I won't see another person who I trust and care for. Then, immediately after, my mind went from that to "If I'm all alone, no one would even notice if I was dead" I've managed to push suicide out of my mind time and time again, but I'm really worried that my lack of a social life will end up costing me dearly. I want to live, but I don't want to live alone..