I need to get this out. Maybe sharing will help me manage? I woke up completely anxious, tearful about recent, unsettling events. i am having some pain issue too. That never helps. The recording in my brain is on repeat. Why won’t it repeat the 6 great memories instead of the couple bad ones. Its likely because I wonder how I could have handled something better. Looking for ways to be better ( or less bad!). Then my mind tries to apologize to the world for my shortcomings.
Thats what woke me up. Kept me up.