My mental & physical health is so bad that even doing nothing is exhausting. And I basically do nothing all day.. which makes me feel more depressed. Every day is so exhausting it feels like I'm always carrying around a weight or I'm constantly trying to balance my health just to stay alive, I have no room or energy for anything else. Every new problem no matter how tiny is just the final straw for me to have a horrible breakdown. And I'm so irritable that it's usually me who creates most of those problems.
I just want to be normal/healthy.
I just want to be normal/healthy.
