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Loneliness is literally killing me...

Why would anyone say this if they really thought you were trash/unloveable etc? Doesn't make sense .
As I said, I believed that phrase at first... But shes talking with other people. I tried to talk to her many times, and I have to write her a lot of greetings before she might even reply... But then she doesnt do this to other people... And she also misses a guy which was toxic to her (she said this). So even if she said that phrase... the actions say otherwise
 
Because until then she was the only one who accepted me... And I thought that it wasnt due to distance and her ADHD which fucks her attention, that she could love me for real... But its not true... So there isnt anybody left... Nobody wants me
 
so months ago i got banned from the reddit suicidewatch, where i used to vent. I tried to appeal but nobody answered. Tried to appeal a month later and they silenced me so that I couldnt ask in 30 days... Then after 30 days I asked again, and they responded that I was mean to somebody else, which is just not possible... And silenced me permanently so I could not ask again.

Meanwhile, I posted in the depression reddit... But the same mod was in the two reddits, and banned me from there in the first days of posting... This time for what? Ofc, for bullshit...

So I had nowhere to post truthfully.. And that maybe somebody could see me and get interested...

I have been posting in r4r for months, which is to find a partner... And yesterday they sent me a message saying that if I want to keep posting I have to VERIFY myself to them, or they will keep deleting my posts in r4r, which is the most popular reddit for finding a partner. The verification asks a lot, write my username in paper and stuff... but then show my face and my full body and stuff, and I hate it... So basically, i got fucked again.

Even if somebody wanted to find me... She couldnt... Im got shut down from the most popular sites... I tired of this...
 
so months ago i got banned from the reddit suicidewatch, where i used to vent. I tried to appeal but nobody answered. Tried to appeal a month later and they silenced me so that I couldnt ask in 30 days... Then after 30 days I asked again, and they responded that I was mean to somebody else, which is just not possible... And silenced me permanently so I could not ask again.

Meanwhile, I posted in the depression reddit... But the same mod was in the two reddits, and banned me from there in the first days of posting... This time for what? Ofc, for bullshit...

So I had nowhere to post truthfully.. And that maybe somebody could see me and get interested...

I have been posting in r4r for months, which is to find a partner... And yesterday they sent me a message saying that if I want to keep posting I have to VERIFY myself to them, or they will keep deleting my posts in r4r, which is the most popular reddit for finding a partner. The verification asks a lot, write my username in paper and stuff... but then show my face and my full body and stuff, and I hate it... So basically, i got fucked again.

Even if somebody wanted to find me... She couldnt... Im got shut down from the most popular sites... I tired of this...
i just thought that maybe this a "shadow" ban... my profile is 2 years old, public and full of posts and comments. its obvious that im not a bot or a scammer... maybe some mod didnt like me (like in suicidewatch) and decided to "ban" me. nothing assures me that even if send t hem that video they will let me post again, or that they will respect my privacy...

and when i got banned from the depression reddit something similar happened. first i could post normally... then i suppose the mod who hated me saw me, and filtered out my account, which made every post i made automatically removed. then i contacted the mods about this and got banned...

people are truly awful... im so tired of this...

this shit in r4r might very well fuck any chances i could have, no matter how remote...
 

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