I am just so lonely, all I have are a couple of friends, some good some not so good. I don't have a relationship partner and cant seem to get one because I cant drive because I have seizures. So it's hard to meet new people. I try to make friends off phone apps and it works for a little bit but then they just stop talking to me. I'm sexually frustrated because I can't bring guys home because my parents don't like that I'm gay. It's just so hard. I get suicidal thoughts a lot because I don't want to be alone in life. I am trying to get disability because I have Bipolar Depression, Epilepsy, and a shoulder that is destroyed that they wont replace until I'm thirty. I don't have money to do stuff. And I don't get enjoyment out of the stuff I used to do. All I have are my pets and my sobriety, I've been clean of heroin and benzos for 18 months. Any ideas on how to meet people in my position, and not feel so lonely? Sorry for my scrambled thoughts, I have real bad add and adhd and it's hard for me to come up with a solid on point paragraph.