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Musings, ideas, what are you thinking about?
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Trying to figure out how to ask nicely for some money I loaned him to buy tires back when he was unemployed. He is employed now for 4 months and doesn't pay rent - the county pays it as part of its "prevent homelessness" program which it started when he was unemployed so he has the cash. I'm not hurting for money but I could use it now. But I'm not good at asking for things like this.
Feeling a lot of relief, cos the Easter plans we had with my sis have now been cancelled. It’s definitely a huge relief. I feel bad to say it, but I think at this point that I really need to not go there or see her for quite a long time, maybe even years. Things have just changed way too much with us, and not for the better.
Oh well, guess that’s just how it goes sometimes, heartbreaking as it is.
Oh well, guess that’s just how it goes sometimes, heartbreaking as it is.
Parted my hair differently today and I discovered another gray hair, the tip was black and midway it went brown then the rest until the root it was gray/white.
I am fascinated. I wish I can wake up and all my hair are gray… I need something exciting in my life right now and even though i’ll be 34 this year I am looking forward to having gray hair.
I am fascinated. I wish I can wake up and all my hair are gray… I need something exciting in my life right now and even though i’ll be 34 this year I am looking forward to having gray hair.
How one bad thought led to one bad day, then one bad week, and has completely derailed my day-to-day life. Not exercising, not sleeping, not interacting with anyone, not getting things done, barely eating, barely maintaining hygiene. How many more bouts must I endure before they start being worth the trouble?
I have to start taking initiative more by depending on myself to handle responsibilities especially in areas where I lack experience. All too often, I stunt my growth by deferring to someone else’s skill because I’m afraid to bear the blame if something goes wrong. Chances are if anyone ever berated me, I wouldn’t be the first person they’ve done it to in the span of their miserable life. I’m no one special (no matter how much I still believe I am deep down). I’ll never be content with life in the shadows.
I know this is kind of a stupid post, but I'm so glad to have my teddy. he's the only thing that's left over from the hell I get to call my childhood and he's got me through more shit than any person ever could. he's been with me at my worst and at my best. he saw me laugh, cry, bleed, love and hate; and I couldn't be more grateful for it.
I know he's just a clump of wool with two plastic eyes but he means more to me than anything else in this world. He's always been at my side and he always will be, and fuck anyone who's got a problem with that.
I love you, Lucas.
I know he's just a clump of wool with two plastic eyes but he means more to me than anything else in this world. He's always been at my side and he always will be, and fuck anyone who's got a problem with that.
I love you, Lucas.
Not at all stupid. I have a special teddy too. His name is Rudi. We have shared both the good and the bad over the last 39 years. He is the one I turn to when my life goes to shit. (which is a lot). I would be lost without him. He is alive to me. He is my most prized possession. I sleep with him every night. And he sits on the couch with me every day.
I second what SillyOldBear said, I don’t think that’s stupid at all. I don’t have “one” special bear kind of thing (although I do have a bear on my bed that’s from when I was a baby, he’s held up very well lol) but I have a bunch of plushies on my bed and in my room in general.
I will definitely always be a kid at heart I think :p I love my plushies a lot and could never imagine having a bedroom without them. They’ve brought me a lot of joy and comfort over the years for sure. Yay for plushies
I will definitely always be a kid at heart I think :p I love my plushies a lot and could never imagine having a bedroom without them. They’ve brought me a lot of joy and comfort over the years for sure. Yay for plushies
Nothing stupid in the least. It is good to have and live that bit of comfort that something with memories such as yours brings back to you. The world is tough and to me seems getting crazier and more of a downer all the time. It is good that some brings back some smiles to you. I wish more folks would do the same, perhaps it would improve their attitudes and treatment of others, simple joys are great.