I hate my depression. When I was younger, things didn't bother me that much when I knew it was fixable, but now I have a complete meltdown. I was always sensitive to comments and being judged, but not to everything. Now that part of me is gone. I'm reflecting on things I handled very well for my young age, and if I had gone through them now, it would be a completely different story. I feel I am regressing and I can't stop it. I always had social anxiety, and that has worsened. Now I have developed generalized anxiety and am afraid to go to places that I never had problems going to before. This life sucks.
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I am so ready for my life to be over. Am tired of the pain. Both mental and physical. Am tired of medical system getting me through tests and appointments to see what is wrong and what they might be able to do about it. (If is what I think it is, there won't be much). Am tired of PT for my back. Am tired of living in a world that is tearing itself apart. It seems like humanity must continually work at destroying itself for life to have any meaning. Am tired of inflation, unaffordable gas, and things only getting worse. God, PLEASE take me home. SOON!
hmmm…. come to think if it I don’t think I ever saw Miranda Priestly wear prada shoes, well I’m not familiar with the brand designs though so maybe she already did but it would be nice if in the movie they just casually drop a line like “she’s asking for shoes? did she tell you which one?” “idk, you know her, she loves her prada shoes like the devil she is”
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sorry i'm late. adult children are still our children and sometimes need a little help, money, advice etc. . you have to set limits when it comes to money. it may be a good idea to sit down and talk to him. let him know that you were happy to help when he needed it but was looking to figure things out.
if you can afford to wait try to set up a payment plan that would pay off the tires in a reasonable timeframe without killing his budget. you can frame it with a compliment and hope : you can say he's been doing well and you can see it. and the fact that you pay me back it will be easier for me to loan you money in the future.
small suggestion. after he pays everything wait a month or 2 and ask if you can borrow $50 for a week, it will tell you a lot good or bad. my kids and i all help each other if we are a bit short
mike....
if you can afford to wait try to set up a payment plan that would pay off the tires in a reasonable timeframe without killing his budget. you can frame it with a compliment and hope : you can say he's been doing well and you can see it. and the fact that you pay me back it will be easier for me to loan you money in the future.
small suggestion. after he pays everything wait a month or 2 and ask if you can borrow $50 for a week, it will tell you a lot good or bad. my kids and i all help each other if we are a bit short
mike....
sorry i'm late. adult children are still our children and sometimes need a little help, money, advice etc. . you have to set limits when it comes to money. it may be a good idea to sit down and talk to him. let him know that you were happy to help when he needed it but was looking to figure things out.
if you can afford to wait try to set up a payment plan that would pay off the tires in a reasonable timeframe without killing his budget. you can frame it with a compliment and hope : you can say he's been doing well and you can see it. and the fact that you pay me back it will be easier for me to loan you money in the future.
small suggestion. after he pays everything wait a month or 2 and ask if you can borrow $50 for a week, it will tell you a lot good or bad. my kids and i all help each other if we are a bit short
mike....
if you can afford to wait try to set up a payment plan that would pay off the tires in a reasonable timeframe without killing his budget. you can frame it with a compliment and hope : you can say he's been doing well and you can see it. and the fact that you pay me back it will be easier for me to loan you money in the future.
small suggestion. after he pays everything wait a month or 2 and ask if you can borrow $50 for a week, it will tell you a lot good or bad. my kids and i all help each other if we are a bit short
mike....
Wondering why I keep having strange, confusing and unsettling dreams when I’m sleeping, then when I wake up (for the last few days at least) all I end up doing is wishing I could just say to my sis that I don’t want to see or talk to her for a while. This whole new “thing” that will be happening in June, I just don’t feel ready for it at all.
My Thera-pets cards keep telling me “It is going to be ok” but unless it somehow helps make them both a heck of a lot less negatively judgmental then I really don’t see how that could possibly be the case.
When I wake up from those odd dreams I don’t end up feeling very well rested. Almost feels like I’ve barely slept over the last several days. When stuff starts affecting my sleep like this, it is pretty much always a sign that I need to do something. Ugh. Life is very confusing sometimes.
My Thera-pets cards keep telling me “It is going to be ok” but unless it somehow helps make them both a heck of a lot less negatively judgmental then I really don’t see how that could possibly be the case.
When I wake up from those odd dreams I don’t end up feeling very well rested. Almost feels like I’ve barely slept over the last several days. When stuff starts affecting my sleep like this, it is pretty much always a sign that I need to do something. Ugh. Life is very confusing sometimes.
