Musings, ideas, what are you thinking about?

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Lots of things...like am I really improving my life, or just biding my time until I decide to be done with it all? I feel like I'll never be able to truly do the things I want to in life, to be the person I really want to be. I want to find love, but I'm too scared to put my heart on the line again...it's been broken far too many times. I want to have a family of my own, but maybe I'm too old for that. And just a lot of wondering what this even means.

 

[Lane]

Nervous. Taking a hot yoga class and hopei can do it. My daughter is teaching the class.

 

[AvidFan]

Nervous. Taking a hot yoga class and hopei can do it. My daughter is teaching the class.

You can do it! ❤️🧘‍♀️

 

[Windhover]

How odd it was for a therapist to get somewhat aggressive when I told her we weren't suited due to differing sets of beliefs. Ironically, her behaviour proved my point. 🤔

 

[Baywasp]

I was half asleep watching a baseball game on Peacock, and one of the commercials started sounding like gibberish and scared me because I thought I was losing my ability to understand spoken English lol

 

[I_waste_everything]

I am unwanted. I am inconvenient. My disgust, pain, discomfort, and inner warnings? I'm supposed to sit tight and never make a decision based on hīem.

Ðæt's what I feel is ðe message I've been sent by society. I am resentful.

 

[Shelly]

I dont think I can ever forgive and live with people who do not understand the weight of losing a pet.

They are not just a pet, they are not just an animal.
They are family, a piece of our heart, an extension of ourselves.
Which is why when they die, a part of us also dies.

That time I was alone processing my grief even though I have been preparing myself for a year trying to take care of a terminally ill cat and my family from the other end of the city kept calling me, not to check on me, but because they have a problem, a problem they created themselves.

 

[AvidFan]

Is it any wonder I don't trust doctors when in my life I've had a tumour misdiagnosed as a cyst by no less than 3 GPs and one hospital doctor, I've had to treat my own UTI because the GP treatment was not sufficient, and now am getting the laziest possible diagnosis for a complex neuromuscular issue (put all the symptoms into the world's top diagnostic AI and it disagrees completely with GP "diagnosis"). Where do these people get their qualifications, in a Christmas cracker?

 

[cev77]

That I don't know how much more shit I can handle

 

[1964dodge]

I am unwanted. I am inconvenient. My disgust, pain, discomfort, and inner warnings? I'm supposed to sit tight and never make a decision based on hīem.

Ðæt's what I feel is ðe message I've been sent by society. I am resentful.

 

[1964dodge]

I dont think I can ever forgive and live with people who do not understand the weight of losing a pet.

They are not just a pet, they are not just an animal.
They are family, a piece of our heart, an extension of ourselves.
Which is why when they die, a part of us also dies.

That time I was alone processing my grief even though I have been preparing myself for a year trying to take care of a terminally ill cat and my family from the other end of the city kept calling me, not to check on me, but because they have a problem, a problem they created themselves.

the loss of a pet can be traumatizing to some people. if a person truly loves their pet it can rip their heart out.

mike.....

 

[Gonz]

I was half asleep watching a baseball game on Peacock, and one of the commercials started sounding like gibberish and scared me because I thought I was losing my ability to understand spoken English lol

Lol, I’ve thought to myself “Was that another language, or just English words I don’t know?”

 

[Ziggy]

I still care about people, I have to stop caring, 'cos it hurts too much. I don't want them to like me, I want them to....

 

[Windhover]

It's not in the budget and it's against the environment to do much traveling, but I need it. I am dreaming about certain places every day and night.

 

[1Lefty]

What it might be like if Google Maps went rogue, you know -
"At the next stoplight, turn up" or
"At the round about, take the 7th right"

peace

 

[Windhover]

Sounds like a start to an interesting story @1Lefty

 

[Shelly]

I suddenly remembered a highschool classmate who also has the same name as me… we were 14 or 15 back then, she’s so quiet and kind and then suddenly she stopped coming to class… her kid would be 20 years old today… the dad was my classmate in elementary…

 

[full]

Moneyball, liked it.

 

[AvidFan]

Wondering just how much more gaslighting I can take before my mental red button kicks in. Seems to be happening everywhere today.

 

[AvidFan]

How much breath I will save by not pointlessly trying to defend my position.