Musings, ideas, what are you thinking about?

[1964dodge]

Thinking about suicide. Everything we've tried in the past two and a half years has not worked to the point where I would have a single normal day without mental or physical suffering.

i'm sorry that things are so bad right now. please keep fighting not only for survival but little bits of joy will help a lot as well

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

life in our twilight years can be so complicated

mike

 

[full]

i'm sorry that things are so bad right now. please keep fighting not only for survival but little bits of joy will help a lot as well

mike....

Thanks Mike! Means alot coming from you considering what you've been throgh and still dealing with. Wishing you the same

 

[SillyOldBear]

life in our twilight years can be so complicated

mike

It shouldn't be. After all, we have lived, fought and struggled through so many years already. We have earned comfort and ease in our old age. But it just doesn't work that way. Gotta have a chat with God about that sometime. A polite one, of course.

 

[seabird]

Losing a marriage is similar to a death. The hurt and grief shift from the raw shock to a dull roar and then a twisting sadness.

 

[Gonz]

For a few years, I’ve been wondering what it would take to put a dent in my therapist’s composure, make her need to take a minute before she responded.

I finally found it; it’s describing home dentistry.

 

[cev77]

I haven't heard back from my case manager, she said she'd be in touch by the end of last week. I guess I'll follow up.

 

[seabird]

I'm musing about how to get past walls when I never planned a door

 

[Lane]

Wondering if everyone talks baby talk to their pets. I admit I do.

 

[Lane]

I'm musing about how to get past walls when I never planned a door

It's scary for me that I've planned and my plan is doomed. I hope your spirit carries you to the right door.

 

[seabird]

odd thought during sets of weight work lol.
Anyway i was visualising Time as being a sort of surface tension on mass.
I need to re-read some of the physics stuff in my digital library. Just Sean Carroll writings, not technical.

 

[Aurelia]

People love it when you validate them. But they hate it when they are encouraged to take any responsibility for their negative thoughts and beliefs. They don't want to be told "hey, maybe you're thinking of it the wrong way" and will probably take it as criticism.

 

[seabird]

It's scary for me that I've planned and my plan is doomed. I hope your spirit carries you to the right door.

That would be amazing, if my spirit is still around somewhere and willing to help. Thank you Lane. 🤗

If you don't want to answer I understand, but what do you think doomed your plan?

 

[Gonz]

Wondering if everyone talks baby talk to their pets. I admit I do.

Of course I do. I’m a big manly looking man too (grr), beard and tattoos and everything, and they’re Yorkies. It’s embarrassing.

 

[Lane]

Of course I do. I’m a big manly looking man too (grr), beard and tattoos and everything, and they’re Yorkies. It’s embarrassing.

 

[Lane]

That would be amazing, if my spirit is still around somewhere and willing to help. Thank you Lane. 🤗

If you don't want to answer I understand, but what do you think doomed your plan?

Im realizing that my fiance may not be a good match for me. But I've invested a lot of time into him. And no relationship is perfect I get that, but there may be some serious flaws. Although he doesn't ever yell or be abusive. That's it in a nutshell seabird.

 

[seabird]

@Lane
Oh.

I wish the best for you.

Having been through those kinds of thoughts and more, and now in a heap out the other side, I sincerely hope you do what I call paying attention to your antennae, and follow your spirit on this.

 

[Lane]

@Lane
Oh.

I wish the best for you.

Having been through those kinds of thoughts and more, and now in a heap out the other side, I sincerely hope you do what I call paying attention to your antennae, and follow your spirit on this.

Thank you. I will do just that.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Im realizing that my fiance may not be a good match for me. But I've invested a lot of time into him. And no relationship is perfect I get that, but there may be some serious flaws. Although he doesn't ever yell or be abusive. That's it in a nutshell seabird.

Sounds like a very difficult spot to be in. But you are not married yet. Hope you can clarify any issues before then.

 

[Congratsbaby]

I feel like whenever I make plans some shit happens
So it's still a complain
Okay I got another one , Fanta tastes really goodddddd