i don’t really know how to explain this.
I don’t really know where to start. I guess by saying that I know with 100% certainty that I am so so in love with my boyfriend and I know he loves me and I could gush about him forever.
But when I’m feeling particularly depressed or dissociative all of those feelings seem to disappear. To the point where I consider breaking up with him. I never act on these feelings because logically I know that it’s just be because I’m not feeling like myself, but it’s distressing and frustrating, especially since I’ve been so up and down lately.
Does anyone else get like this?
Is this just part of losing interest in things that normally make me feel good?
Tbh I’m at a point where I’m aware that it’s my brain that’s making me feel all these awful and confusing ways and I am just SO FRUSTRATED WITH MY MENTAL ILLNESS LOL
I don’t really know where to start. I guess by saying that I know with 100% certainty that I am so so in love with my boyfriend and I know he loves me and I could gush about him forever.
But when I’m feeling particularly depressed or dissociative all of those feelings seem to disappear. To the point where I consider breaking up with him. I never act on these feelings because logically I know that it’s just be because I’m not feeling like myself, but it’s distressing and frustrating, especially since I’ve been so up and down lately.
Does anyone else get like this?
Is this just part of losing interest in things that normally make me feel good?
Tbh I’m at a point where I’m aware that it’s my brain that’s making me feel all these awful and confusing ways and I am just SO FRUSTRATED WITH MY MENTAL ILLNESS LOL