<Mod edit - timeline>. The decision isn't based off life being shit or anything, just simply not wanting to be alive at all (not wanting to try at life). Well if I had to give a reason which could be close, maybe me having depression episodes and doing really dumb things under that influence. So when I was working on my moms roof today, <Mod edit - timeline>. She's in hospital atm and my dad wont be here <Mod edit - timeline>. My brother will be at uni and my uncle is also so stone out of his mind. I won't be spotted at all. Since I unfriended all my close friends under the bad influence of the episodes, I don't have anyone to try and convince me to live. That sounds really messed up but basically if you guys can't, then no one can. That's my reasoning for being here. Thank you!