post your major complaint here

[Witty_Sarcasm]

you know I would never do that to you

Thank you and I know you wouldn't. Just annoys me when people do

 

[pooky]

Well I do because the worst always happens. I always get left behind, every damn time, so I'm not trying again.

I am also left behind

 

[Petal]

I am so sorry to hear that petal. I hope you feel better after seeing your doctor.

Thank you so much for caring, the pain did not ease off so I went to the doctor and she told me I have a nasty infection. I'm medicated now and the pain has eased a lot, thank you for your concern xxx

 

[Foreignwoman]

Thank you so much for caring, the pain did not ease off so I went to the doctor and she told me I have a nasty infection. I'm medicated now and the pain has eased a lot, thank you for your concern xxx

I’m glad to hear that.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I am also left behind

Well that shouldn't make you happy :P

 

[pooky]

Well that shouldn't make you happy :p

You are right but if you think like this. .

Since we are left behind ,people in real life don't have any expectations from us, so we don't need to show off, or just be in a rat race...we can do our things at our own pace...our biggest competion is not other people but our past and if we are able to move forward at our own pace without the necessity to impress others then isn't that better? I personally find it better. Think about it it also saves your energy...(energy management...haha)

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

You are right but if you think like this. .

Since we are left behind ,people in real life don't have any expectations from us, so we don't need to show off, or just be in a rat race...we can do our things at our own pace...our biggest competion is not other people but our past and if we are able to move forward at our own pace without the necessity to impress others then isn't that better? I personally find it better. Think about it it also saves your energy...(energy management...haha)

I already save too much energy as it is...haha.

 

[gypsylee]

People mistaking kindness for weakness.

Or really, just taking advantage of anyone who isn’t a ruthless sociopath or an inconsiderate moron.

Frank Zappa was a clever guy..

 

[Baywasp]

I'm looking at research jobs that I could do with just my bachelor's degree when I get it. Most of them are in different areas, so I'd have to move in order to take the job, but I can't afford to move until I'd start the job. I don't know how people do things like live, tbh.

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

I'm pretty much an emotional trainwreck. There's not much more to say than that.

 

[1964dodge]

,

I'm looking at research jobs that I could do with just my bachelor's degree when I get it. Most of them are in different areas, so I'd have to move in order to take the job, but I can't afford to move until I'd start the job. I don't know how people do things like live, tbh.

is there any way you can save a little at a time to get there or borrow money from bank or family/friends until you start? all you really need is transportation and a cheap room/apartment at first then get something nice after you start, just an idea

 

[1964dodge]

I'm pretty much an emotional trainwreck. There's not much more to say than that.

an emotional train wreck doesn't have to be bad try getting back on the tracks. try to remember how the people love it when you are your own funny self and try hard to get there you may have to fight but you can win the battle with us fighting by your side

 

[Baywasp]

,
is there any way you can save a little at a time to get there or borrow money from bank or family/friends until you start? all you really need is transportation and a cheap room/apartment at first then get something nice after you start, just an idea

I'm currently on SSI so I'm not even allowed to have more than $2000 to my name at any time or else they'll discontinue my benefits. Being on a fixed income makes it hard to save up, too. I don't really have anyone to borrow from, and would feel wrong about doing that anyway.

 

[Lisa the Ferrociraptor]

I got fairly ill recently. Like horrifying fever, unable to breathe properly, had an ambulance called on me and antibiotics prescribed kind of ill. Had to spend a full week off sick. This week, while trying to catch up, i worked all night from tuesday to wednesday. With about an hour left before i needed to head for class i decided to get a short nap in. I fell asleep before i could set the alarm on my phone and slept through my classes. Unsurprisingly, this was pretty annoying, but made all the worse when i realised that my friend who is constantly trying to motivate me to work through yelling at me is now giving me the silent treatment. Thanks mate, like I wasn't beating myself up over it enough already. Plus, i think i got food poisoning today somehow, so i had to miss today's classes too. This is really starting to stress me out and make me hate myself -_- I have a bad history of work piling up and almost breaking me, and have been told by tutors that "you won't get away with this in university". Here, i'm trying to do better, but stuff just keeps happening and i can't seem to make it stop, but i also can't stop getting so angry at myself for it happening, it makes me want to hurt myself.

 

[1964dodge]

I got fairly ill recently. Like horrifying fever, unable to breathe properly, had an ambulance called on me and antibiotics prescribed kind of ill. Had to spend a full week off sick. This week, while trying to catch up, i worked all night from tuesday to wednesday. With about an hour left before i needed to head for class i decided to get a short nap in. I fell asleep before i could set the alarm on my phone and slept through my classes. Unsurprisingly, this was pretty annoying, but made all the worse when i realised that my friend who is constantly trying to motivate me to work through yelling at me is now giving me the silent treatment. Thanks mate, like I wasn't beating myself up over it enough already. Plus, i think i got food poisoning today somehow, so i had to miss today's classes too. This is really starting to stress me out and make me hate myself -_- I have a bad history of work piling up and almost breaking me, and have been told by tutors that "you won't get away with this in university". Here, i'm trying to do better, but stuff just keeps happening and i can't seem to make it stop, but i also can't stop getting so angry at myself for it happening, it makes me want to hurt myself.

first when you had to take a week off it wasn't your fault, then oversleeping from overdoing it to catch up is shit happens again not your fault. if you have bad study habits and let things pile up try setting a certain time each day to work just a thought and don't eat anything that gives you food poisoning

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

People are always taking their anger out on me and I don't see that changing. Makes me really sad and feeling like I don't want to be around.

 

[1964dodge]

People are always taking their anger out on me and I don't see that changing. Makes me really sad and feeling like I don't want to be around.

if people consistently take their anger out on you I wouldn't associate with them unless you have to. try to surround yourself with people that love and respect you

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

Sometimes I have no choice, but I guess I'm a good target for this kind of thing. I'm just used to it by now.

 

[1964dodge]

Sometimes I have no choice, but I guess I'm a good target for this kind of thing. I'm just used to it by now.

if you have to then deal with it the best way possible you are strong enough to make it through I wish you extra patience with these people

 

[Witty_Sarcasm]

People don't trust me, or they think I'm judgmental or mean, or I don't know...pick any negative adjective. Even though I show them I am none of these things, they seem to think that way about me. Meanwhile I'm baring myself to them while they play mind games. I can sit there and cry and feel bad about myself and some people would be none the wiser, because they'd never pick up on the fact that I am hurting so badly. I'm kind of invisible and unnoticed in that way.