Theres two types... Childish and stupidity. In this case, I'm dealing with stupidity. Its not fair to be saying that only big adults can be suicidal because they think they are the only one who has so much going on and abusing my mental health just because every time I need their support when my medical bills are higher than my existence so when I call my own superiority to help me handle their stupidity for my safety. it sucks they themselves don't see what I'm going through. its just easy to threatened cause they also want stuffs from me so no way, I'm going to do their favour if they don't even respect me at all. I deserve the best.