Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?

[Windhover]

No. Sad, but not suicidal.

 

[Windhover]

Yep. When this year is over, I will have circled the sun 9 times without the best person who ever came into my life. I can’t seem to stop crying. My mind keeps telling me I should just give up. There’s one possible way to let it all go.

Stay alive and safe please. I'm sorry for the pain, for your grief being so sharp and deep.

 

[may71]

Sending hugs to anyone who would like hugs.

 

[Ash600]

Each night I go to sleep hoping I'll die, only to awake each morning dissapointed that I didn't.

 

[SillyOldBear]

Each night I go to sleep hoping I'll die, only to awake each morning dissapointed that I didn't.

Ditto

 

[AvidFan]

Yes. I am starting to think the only way to end the constant, relentless exhaustion, pressure, stress and pain of my life is to take the exit. Nobody could say I didn't fucking try but the game's rigged, the odds are stacked against me, and I lose at the end anyway. So why not just end the stupid fucking game now?

 

[AvidFan]

Not so much today. Still playing the game with my broken pieces and battered board.

 

[Inastorm]

Not so much today. Still playing the game with my broken pieces and battered board.

Really glad to hear it!

 

[iloverachel]

Sad to see so many of you guys still suffering. wish there as a way to help

 

[Windhover]

Broken, or not, we very much value each other., and the support that's shared.
Whoops I forgot the other part.

Not today.

 

[cev77]

Yes, woke up suicidal, trying to distract myself.

 

[LumberJack]

Not suicidal, but definitely disappointed that I am still alive. It's like an intrusive thought, "why am I still here? What have I done to deserve this?" Futile questions but they bother me nonetheless. I'm going to do some reading. I have a couple books from Pema Chodron in progress, and Pema usually helps me see things more clearly. But I would not mind at all meeting a wrecking ball with my name on it.

 

[Leesa]

I'm so stressed out that I'm starting to lose bits of memory. My company just did layoffs again. I survived but they could come around again anytime. I am all alone. My savings are essentially gone. I can barely afford necessities -- having to put groceries on a credit card due to medical bills. I know there isn't anything in my future that is worth living for. I can sit in therapy and be dead silent because there's nothing.

 

[nicktheundoer]

Not suicidal, but definitely disappointed that I am still alive. It's like an intrusive thought, "why am I still here? What have I done to deserve this?" Futile questions but they bother me nonetheless. I'm going to do some reading. I have a couple books from Pema Chodron in progress, and Pema usually helps me see things more clearly. But I would not mind at all meeting a wrecking ball with my name on it.

Great. I love Pema Chodron's work too. My love and prayers for you. 🙏🙏

 

[nicktheundoer]

Yes, woke up suicidal, trying to distract myself.

 

[nicktheundoer]

I'm so stressed out that I'm starting to lose bits of memory. My company just did layoffs again. I survived but they could come around again anytime. I am all alone. My savings are essentially gone. I can barely afford necessities -- having to put groceries on a credit card due to medical bills. I know there isn't anything in my future that is worth living for. I can sit in therapy and be dead silent because there's nothing.

We care for you. I hope things pass..🫂🫂

 

[nicktheundoer]

Sad to see so many of you guys still suffering. wish there as a way to help

Happy for you..😊😊

 

[LumberJack]

Feeling strangely better. My stomach started to hurt earlier this evening. It was so bad I was starting to think I might need medical attention. I could hardly see straight and my rational thought capacity was dropping to zero.

I did take some OTC stomach medicine and the pain started to calm down about 60-90 minutes later.

What feels better about this is that it feels tolerable now, but I must still have some endorphins running around in my brain because I feel like I’m on my life’s biggest runner’s high.

 

[Jezah81]

My time is definitely coming up very soon

 

[cev77]

Thank you!