Thanks for your kind/thoughtful words there MrB, I appreciate it a lot 
Ya, it is definitely a strange situation with my uncle. He can definitely hold a strong grudge for many years, that’s for sure. Hoping for the exact same as what you said there though, that one day we might be able to meet again and maybe even try to “resolve” some of that “past stuff”. Thank you again for caring it really means a lot to me, it is a big part of why I’ve needed to be on the antidepressant I’m currently on (been on it since 2007) because it’s been by far one of the most “painful” parts of my adult life.
Anyway oops, had meant for that to only be a short “sentence or 2” of a reply, lol, sorry. How I’m feeling right now is sick more than anything (only a sore throat right now but it’s worsened as the day has gone on, and if it’s the one my mom had a week ago then I will soon be in for being very stuffed up).
Also feeling disappointed because of being sick, because it made me have to cancel the lunch I was supposed to be having with my gran and grandpa tomorrow (really don’t want to make them sick since they are both 70+). I really wish there was a way to know if it was in a “contagious” stage or not, if I knew for sure it would not make them sick then maybe I’d still make myself go (so I wouldn’t have to “cancel the plan” and all) but ya I am just hoping they aren’t mad about it, sounds like we’ll be able to schedule something for next month instead at least though so I’m glad about that. I was looking forward to the lunch and feeling uncertain about it too (yup, both at the same time pretty much, always nice to have such opposing kinds of feelings like that) but anyway hopefully next month will be an even “better” time to meet, this must have been how it was “meant to be” for some reason, gonna ask tarot cards about it and see what insight/perspectives they might be able to give me.
Ya, it is definitely a strange situation with my uncle. He can definitely hold a strong grudge for many years, that’s for sure. Hoping for the exact same as what you said there though, that one day we might be able to meet again and maybe even try to “resolve” some of that “past stuff”. Thank you again for caring it really means a lot to me, it is a big part of why I’ve needed to be on the antidepressant I’m currently on (been on it since 2007) because it’s been by far one of the most “painful” parts of my adult life.Anyway oops, had meant for that to only be a short “sentence or 2” of a reply, lol, sorry. How I’m feeling right now is sick more than anything (only a sore throat right now but it’s worsened as the day has gone on, and if it’s the one my mom had a week ago then I will soon be in for being very stuffed up).
Also feeling disappointed because of being sick, because it made me have to cancel the lunch I was supposed to be having with my gran and grandpa tomorrow (really don’t want to make them sick since they are both 70+). I really wish there was a way to know if it was in a “contagious” stage or not, if I knew for sure it would not make them sick then maybe I’d still make myself go (so I wouldn’t have to “cancel the plan” and all) but ya I am just hoping they aren’t mad about it, sounds like we’ll be able to schedule something for next month instead at least though so I’m glad about that.
I was looking forward to the lunch and feeling uncertain about it too (yup, both at the same time pretty much, always nice to have such opposing kinds of feelings like that) but anyway hopefully next month will be an even “better” time to meet, this must have been how it was “meant to be” for some reason, gonna ask tarot cards about it and see what insight/perspectives they might be able to give me. 
Glad she likes to inspect the boxes, thoroughly, for you too. . . 
