We have every mental issue there is all under one roof in this forum, from a normal reaction to a bad month/year/life to severe diagnosable dysfunction, so since my Google-Fu is a little hit and miss, I wanted to ask this congregation of the extremely qualified if there is a specific name to this feeling I keep getting. Its not really depression, or anxiety or anything I can simply name, I just feel on edge, like I'm uncomfortable and very impatient about something, anything I do my mind immediately starts complaining that its boring or pointless, and as long as I am unable to distract myself (which is very difficult in this state) my mind is screaming for something but doesnt seem to know what, its saying this is pointless, I want to do something, then when I do something it says it wants to stop, it tells me I should die, or hurt myself or eat a whole pack of chocolate biscuits, then it tells me I am a shameful pig for wanting to eat so many biscuits, then back to begging to die, its like living with an ADHD Emo in my head, and that feeling of being on edge and that darting between thoughts just gets stronger over the course of hours until it either fizzles out or I do something drastic to shut it up like hurting myself or getting drunk and breaking down. Its bloody annoying.
Anyone know what the hell this is?
Anyone know what the hell this is?