Empathy Only Why am I not dead?:(

[Lady Wolfshead]

Don't give up. May I ask what, if any, medication you are on?

I take Pristiq, lithium, lamotrigine and mirtazipine.

 

[Court]

Don't give up. May I ask what, if any, medication you are on?

I take Pristiq, lithium, lamotrigine and mirtazipine.

It’s a lot I can’t remember of by heart but I’ll check for you! Thanks for reminding me I need to take it now

 

[Court]

Never hated being alive, these bloody voices.

 

[may71]

That must be so awful. I hope SF can help Courtney.

 

[Court]

That must be so awful. I hope SF can help Courtney.

I’m just not enough. Well for myself 😥

 

[may71]

What do you mean?

 

[Court]

Even my good self like when I feel ok I’m still not feeling enough. Maybe just all my issues

 

[may71]

How often will you feel ok? Is there something that makes you feel ok?

Maybe if you can get back to feeling ok, you might be able to find something eventually that makes you feel ok enough.

Hugs

 

[Court]

Helping my mum. Ever since my dad passed she’s struggled he was her soul mate- so keeping her alive and well makes me ok

 

[may71]

Do you see your mum often? Can you spend some time with her now?

 

[Court]

I’m with her right now, she’s gone to bed bless her.

 

[may71]

Do you think you'll be ok until you see her again?

 

[Court]

Do you think you'll be ok until you see her again?

I don’t want to wake her up

 

[may71]

If she were awake now, what sort of things would you do or say?

 

[Court]

If she were awake now, what sort of things would you do or say?

That I love her

 

[may71]

That I love her

 

[Court]

That if I ever died that I will be looking over her

 

[Court]

I really don’t want to be here, but I can’t leave my mum

 

[may71]

I'm glad that you and your mom have each other.

 

[Court]

But me loosing my best friend is really hitting me again I can’t do this without him